Wednesday, January 30, 2013

A sweet IM

I received the nicest IM today.

Glad to know people miss me in my second life, really makes me feel appreciated.

Thank you so much to my wonderful friends, their concern, their well wishes.

I am doing well and will join you soon.

til then have an amazing time!

From RL
Punky

Sent from my Windows Phone

Sunday, January 27, 2013

Logged in/Logged out

Aside from RL been busy there is also no motivation to log in at the moment.

Today i logged in and left as quickly as i loaded.

I will get in the mood once again, it always happens.
Is a phase tons of SLers go through...although some are just plain hooked to it, they are in 24/7

I used to be logged in all day but AFK most of the time unless there was something going on, or Papi was home...dont do that as much unless i forget.

See you all soon, and enjoy :)

From RL
punky

Sent from my Windows Phone

Thursday, January 24, 2013

Missing my SL & Friends

And a few more updates.

Met up with my x-SL Husband and we talked, to clear the waters.

Not going to get into details, but feeling much better about a lot of things.

Unable to log in and/or spend quality time in SL at the moment, RL still busy, brother will be leaving next weekend and I can go back to my routines :)

Til then...

Enjoy



Sent from my Windows Phone

Friday, January 18, 2013

Busy RL

Family here from around the world ;-p

I have been login in sporadically, but more AFK than anything else.

Conversations with my koco :)
Checking out some stores here and there
Haven't been able to get back to RP
If I didn't love my friends and AV's so much I would have given up SL by now...really, is not the same, it hasn't been the same in a long time, even before all this happened with Papi...

I love SL
The fashion
The style
Exploring
The creation and imagination of others
Decorating
SHOPPING!!!!
pictures...mmmmmm
The radio stations I listen to while I am AFK at work
My dear Friends, although we dont get to talk everyday we know we are there for each other...perfect

I'm logged in as I am writing this but nowhere near the computer

maybe tomorrow I will do something

From SL to RL

Sent from my Windows Phone

Sunday, January 13, 2013

Piccolo!! :)) i found you...again

I woke up today and decided to log in, it has been about 2 days since I was last around

Looking through my inventory I found Piccolo...LOL, we always forget about this little hideaway.  It is a hideaway for sure, we always forget about it...haha, really, I do.
So nice to be back and so many memories :( but I am not taking anything offdown or putting anything that is here away...it will remain as is


Hopefully he forgot about it, mostlikely he did cause he didn't pick up some of his stuff.  There is a bed, a pole and a black thingy wingy that goes on the wall...even if I have to ban him out of the property he is not getting those, those belong here in this place, and it shall stay here and remain the same :)


Great poses! *sighs*

anyways, I moved the pole upstairs, i remember exactly the date Fox pulled out the pole out of his inventory and told me to hop on the ball LOL, i couldn't get out, and woweee anyways, i moved the pole..hehe

to say the least, I sat on the poseball


sooo, I forgot that my collar is also RLV and my RLV for phoenix is turned on...I couldn't get down, I panicked...but so glad for a great computer, a better graphics card, I called Asvid to the rescue



hehe

I saw the bed and wanted to check out a few of the features, from the pole to the bed to have some fun and some laughs...
great bed, i noticed that i can take into my inventory too!

Fox, sorry!!! anything left behind in this property belongs to moi..mwwwahahahaha, cool bed!!








Sweet !!!

will keep the apartment as is and just a few details of my own :)

this is very cool

another hideaway, wondering what else i can put here?





The girls come with the place ;-p

From SL  to RL

Punky

Wednesday, January 9, 2013

my Protector :) & other stuff

He is great!

a Lycan most of the time and always roaming Gor, and at times at Ultima Thule chilling withe me or on his own.

He is my protector, a friend and my room-mate *giggles*
but
he calls me Mistress!!


We set up his Sky-box today, and rather happy with the results, the only thing left to do is put furniture in it and he should be all set :)

I spoke to minx today and she will make herself available to be with me whenever possible.  That is very nice of her, we are going to start exploring some places together and really looking forward to that!

Cielo is back.
Feeling much better, I can try doing some RP, get back on the swing on things a few days a week.

Everything is coming together in SL and RL, I still have some to go, in the end I know I am going to be stronger...will be hard to trust anyone, you can thank Fox for that, but I guess trust is something that needs to be earned through time as well.  Before, I would give the person the benefit of the doubt, but after this experience I already feel completely different, i am suspicious about everyone, I feel as if everyone is out to get me and hurt me, and I know it is wrong to feel like that, not everyone is as cold as Fox, and not everyone will fuck me over and do me wrong as he did, still, I am just been careful.

I am not bitter
no longer angry
I am calling it as I see it.  It is really hard to get over the fact when you have trusted someone so deeply as I trusted him and getting burned in such way.
My problem with him is the fact we discussed so many times that if he wanted to move on to be honest and upfront with me, and he always said he will never, ever, do something like that to me, but it was easier to lie, hide, and hurt my feelings, than to be someone honorable, truthful, and a man of his word.

In reality, and to me...all a man have is his Word, when he loses that, he aint got shit!  (what does that tell you?)

From SL to RL
Miss P




Tuesday, January 8, 2013

a bit harder to explore

Before, when I wanted to go to a place that I didn't dare go Fox was at my side to help me get through it.

Now I am on my own and is hard to go to certain places...
I am not in SL for sex, or have sexual adventures but I have to admit some of the best thrills in SL have to do with sex or something motivated by it...
Aside from sparring of course *grins*

I really need to break free somehow, not be so shy, but it is the way I am wired.
Sex is something personal to me, not just to satisfy a need, it has to be intimate, and feelings involved, and I think that is my problem.

I don't know how to separate RL from SL
my AV is me! my personality...how can I separate?

How?

There are places I go to but I feel more comfortable when i go with someone else, specially a man who will protect me, and be there with just a push of a button or an IM.

Not a trouble maker by far
I keep to myself most times
I can't believe I am so shy in SL when I am not even close to been shy in RL! DUH!!

My friends keep telling me that I have many AV's to pick from to go out and play with...true that!

Which one should I choose?

Still undecided
I think I am going to look for a mentor, someone who will help me work through this issue.

I may have to log in an AV with no collar...
Still owned by Fox, and I am not changing that any time soon...(most my AV's are)
May have to look around my AV collection LOL...there should be one there that is good for the job, but they look so fragile, and so cute haha!!
maybe Asvid, Zroos, or even Ana, I will have to check on that...




Monday, January 7, 2013

Coffee at The Beach House


Good Morning Blogger World and SL

A new week begins.



Having an early morning coffee at the beach house, enjoying the view around the other properties.
Door and window open so I will not miss the sun coming up :)

how nice, doing the same thing in SL as I am in RL hehe, except I don't have bikinis on iRL

Don't know yet what this week will bring RL or SL, but sure will make the best of it.

Asvid has become quite popular *cute*!!
I am still shy, working on it
a working progress, but I will get it down packed

Determination is one of my strength.

From the Beach House
Punky

Sunday, January 6, 2013

:)








Asvid


Sun Bathing at night ;-p












waited for the sun to come out
skinny dipping...is a great idea, specially at night

Do you think the neighbors mind?

nah!!

found a new store! in love with their products

"What next" - great prices, free stuff, love the poses, the store in-world is very cute, love it!!
they have tons of products in Marketplace as well.

Time to go, getting harassed...*grins*

*slides her hands up from her neck to her cheecks, fingers through her soft hair, a grin on her full lips letting out a soft scream*
"should be a sin to look this good naked"

haha

Toodles

Casa de Playa ~my getaway~










I still have some furniture to go, but is coming along :)

Also changing Ray...I found the most exquisite house!!! OMG!! I cant wait til Friday/next weekend hehehe, redecorating the entire property....

*sighs*

P.

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Wrong mead

was serving two guests at the Inn

Gave them the wrong mead...Ooops



they looked very well rested when they woke up, is all I have to say.

hehe

From SL
Punky