Wednesday, June 15, 2011

I am Luta

My name is Luta and I come from a world called Second Life but we call it SL for short.

I love writing, brainstorming, telling stories, poems, traveling, taking pictures, dancing, exploring...and my biggest weakness at the moment...HIM.

From SL (second life) to RL (real life), many can separate what is real, what is fake, what is fiction and non-fiction while others are the reflection of their avatars. 
BDSM, Gorean lifestyle, Vampire, Vikings, Fantasy Land, Traveling back in Time, going into the Future, re-enact an Era, Role-playing, and for some living the life they want to live but they can't.
To many of us Second Life is an escape, a place where we can go to do things we have no time to do in our Real Life...for instance; in RL I can't go clubbing on a Tuesday night, guess again, in SL I can and that is only the beginning.

My name is Luta, my rez day is November 3rd, 2007, I am the first of many but all in one!  I do not hide my alts and I am very honest with everyone I meet, I try my best to be upfront and tell the truth no matter how much it hurts me and/or others but it is so sad when other people are dishonest and lie to me for no apparent reason.  In-World you will meet all sorts of people from all walks of life, some will be honest and become the best friends you never thought you'd have, unfortunately some will be your worse nightmare. Relationships come and go in SL as well, today you will be madly in love, move in together, get partnered and even form a family then suddenly someone will move on, they found a better AV who they are more compatible with, RL happens, they are sick and tired of that person breathing down their neck, the person just stops login in never to be seen again while the other is tearing their little heart out...so I promised myself not to fall under neither one of the categories above and managed to stay single for two years until 2009 when I met "Him".

I am a woman in love and this love has taken me to places I never thought I would go...I am confused, I am torn, I don't know which way to go, I am the other woman, the lover, the dirty little secret, the one that is in hiding, the internet affair...I have been called all sorts of names, harassed and even embarrassed, but I can't and wont give up on the most wonderful love and feeling of my life, not many can understand that, but all that matters is Him and I

The hardest thing is walking away from the man you love, and I refuse to do so...my journey through SL and RL.



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