Pregnancy

I really never had what they call a healthy pregnancy, I have a low cervix, low progesterone levels, high blood pressure and clumsy as all hell.

October of last year I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks, it was very hard going through it and wondering what I did wrong even joined a support group to get through my thick head that it was all medical and nothing that I did.  I started on progesterone suppositories, eating better and taking care of myself in case it happened again, little needs to be said that April 9th the first day of my ovulation I got pregnant again.

I didn't want to put my hopes up and kept it quiet taking it day by day.  It has been the longest 18 weeks of my life to be honest.  When I missed my period at the end of April I didn't pay any mind, I was only intimate for 2 days that entire month so it was crazy to even think that I was...as the days went by noticed that nothing was happening I went and bought and EPT (early pregnancy test) went to the bathroom at work and there it was - Positive.  I wanted to tell him so bad but didn't want this news changing things between us,besides there were so many things happening that I thought it was not the right time.  Weeks went by and finally he was aware of it unfortunately I was not the one that told him and they way he found out was very unpleasant :( but at least he knows and that is all that matters now.

In just two days I will be 18 weeks and very proud to say my little girl is holding on tight and she is doing awesome regardless of the car accident I had, my high blood pressure, and a recent fall; not to mention all the crap I've had to deal with aside from all that so it has been very stressful :(

Every time I have some sort of pain I can't help but feel scared, my heart sinks all the way to my ass and I feel as if the world is collapsing on top of me.

My Master and I live far away from each other and having a little piece of our love growing inside me makes the entire ordeal so worth it, she is precious and very loved and I am trying my best to have a healthy pregnancy.  Looking forward to the future and meeting her in about 22 weeks *yeeeaaeee*

Getting Nursery Ready

enjoying the end results

Already at week 16 and 24 more to go (in SL time), time is just going by so fast before I know it the baby will be here, my due date is three weeks from tomorrow.  I have been feeling the baby came at the wrong time, he does not have time to be online and I think he will miss the birth and many more things to come...Anyways...

 Already have the crib, changing table and little things that I will be needing, now all I have to do is just wait for the big day.

I placed a house up in the sky a few weeks ago, cute little cabin place which I use to relax and clean up my inventories.  I own a ton of houses, is one my hobbies.  I thought it would be cozy to bring the girly home to this place, our other home is a bit Vikinish and the Zooby crib might look out of place there.

Very satisfied with the end results! yeaee, I feel weird because I am actually excited about having this baby, helluuurrr, something wrong with me?  It makes me sad in a way...brings certain memories that I am still trying to overcome and there are days that I feel so lost, blame myself and wonder, why?

More of SL & we are having a baby ~Girl~

I went for my first prenatal appointment today, blood pressure was normal, weight is 132 and the ultrasounds pics are the best!

Mama Allpa really done it with this HUD and all of its gadgets, love it! Did you know your prenatal appointments and the birth are free if you are a MA customer? *grins wide* now you know.

Been getting my groove on, exploring different places and meeting new people, I have few friends but the ones I have are the best friends a girl can ever ask for, I may never like what they have to say about certain things but at least they are honest and can't go wrong with that.

I am currently role-playing as native in La Dominique and when my Master is in-world I join him at Port Charles, or sailing, and sometimes we just stand there while I talk my ass off, my poor love, I can talk til the cows come home and he still stands there and listens to me ;P and surprisingly he still with me ^^

I was away from the game for a while, but hooked once again...I am still a bit shocked about the baby, helluur I wasn't expecting it, we are married and we never talked about contraceptives we just let nature take its course, and it sure did just after 4 days owning the HUD.

*sighs* Let's see what happens and what evolves from here, until then...


Luta in love

Mama Allpa HUD..oh & Punky is pregnant

He went and got us Mama Allpa HUDs, to say the least 4 days later Punky was pregnant!!! oh boy...This HUD will make you experience menstruation, fertility, conception, pregnancy, if you don't want to get pregnant you can always use the pill which is free at the clinic they have.  The male will not know if you are taking it (just in case you are wondering).
Another great feature is the paternity test, you get pregnant and want to know who the father is, or prove the guy he is the father, it is easy, go to the clinic and stand next to the father and you can run the test! (haha, sounds like the Maury Show).
They have other attachments you can also use with the HUD as well...the website is at the bottom of the blog in case you wanna check it out.

10 weeks

So I am trying to figure out this baby business deal in SL, we did have a baby once but it was when we lived in Therabithia for someone else to take over after the baby was of age (a few days in SL time), her name is/was Katy! It was all for role-play purpose...meet Katy!!

She is a Honeydew baby! I think they have wonderful features compare to some of the ones they have out there *makes a funny face*.  This time around we are going for a Zooby baby, and they also have the toddler  to match the newborn, I was able to play with them from my midwife Misty.

I have no idea what we are going to do with the baby, how we are going to do this too cause dang, already 11 weeks that means I have 29 more weeks to go, that is only a few days away and they go so fast! guess we will manage, we always do.

I have to take a few pictures and send it to my Papi so he can see them and give me his input on it, I don't know if he wants to be involved in the details of everything that is going on with the pregnancy, the visits to the Dr, etc., I know his RL is busy at the moment and he can't be here like he wish he was.  WoW, I miss him :( better days will come :)))