Happy New Year :)

A new year coming

Positive mind

Learned to let go

Forgave

Moving on

Happy

At peace

Is a working progress :)

Year of the dragon will end in February 2013, and the year of the snake will begin, those born in 1974 (tigers)...including me, we are going to have a bad year according to the Chinese calendar...in business, in health, in love.
Taking precautions...my goals for the New Year are ready, meditation is my first on the list!

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I will be spending time in SL, go out, have fun, go a bit crazy, friends are right, I need to let go of all my inhibitions, and do things!! LOL, i have a shit load of beautiful AV's, most popular right now is Asvid *grins* I think is her young, innocent look..

She is the skinniest AV I've ever had!
all of them have this amazing body, nice thick and broad hips, legs that look like weapons, thick girls, but Asvid is nothing like them.

I still wear my collar, with the new upgrade now I can hide it.  Before I couldn't.

Hot Bitch!

Not going out in RL for new years, we had a snow storm last night and the streets are yucky for the moment and cold like a mother...

I am going to party like is 1999 in SL...

Trying dresses on to see which one will be the one...
I am going with red, no matter what, you see, red is my color ;-p

Jazz club to begin with
Then get some real punk/Mistress outfit on and to a head banging club it is!

I have my New Years Day all planned out!


From SL to RL
Happy Punky

Moments, Conversations with Friends & 1 More thing!

I was spending some quality time with an old friend yesterday :) I do have to say he is one of my Best Friends, SL & RL!!

It is always nice seen him, and talking to him, aside from Dito of course, hehe...

In all the talking and conversations we had and everything we have shared in almost 4 years...wow, I can't believe is been 4 years!  Time just flies!

anyways

in our conversation we discussed how people can be in SL, while it is hard to think that "he" is like that, I know most of the things my friend was saying are true...aside from been a man, he is older, he has been in SL since the darn thing was created just about!  I don't know, he probably was there for the inauguration! LMAO (i am so gonna get a spanking for saying that!)

Lets be real, NOBODY just gets up and gives up SL! and when they have they always come back, maybe not with the same avatar, but the fact is they come back!

So, with that said...1 more thing

To YOU!!

Mr. Privateer...

Sad how you could not be around for me in SL, 

how it was going to be a long time since you would return.  

How sad you have to lie, or even have to hide,

All you had to do was to be honest and say the truth!

Can't you see, when you lie to me the only one you fool is yourself!

I really wanted to believe there was a difference between you and the rest, sad, I was just fooling myself!

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For all the people in SL that go around hiding alts,

I feel sorry for all of you that you feel you must hide,

you must have been very bad with your old avatar

if you think with a new one things will be different,

think again...the things that you must change.

Is not the old life, or your old avatar,

is the conflicts you create with all of your lies!

the problem is not second life but your real life,

our avatars are only expressions of who we really are,

We all go there to create and live the life we don't have and lack...

So when you create, or bring an old AV from the hiding

Check yourself first, because you will be going back to your old habits!

From SL to RL with Love

Punky

P.S.

you are sad...

mmmmm the things that are to come :)

...so sweet,

Thinking of the future,

Of amazing things to come,

I just want to thank Karma, and all the sweet delights that surrounds her!

Amazing, isn't it?

From SL to RL with much, much love
Punky and all the rest(s) of me!

Lately in SL and RP...

I have not been in the RP mood lately, which is one of the reasons I don't like to commit to any SIM, any groups, and to say the least to RP.

There are days I am too busy to log into SL

Things come up...

I was once committed to my Master and rearrange my schedule to fit his so we can spend time together since it was so restricted and limited.

Aside from that...I have not been doing so well, more quiet than ever and really don't feel like interacting much this days, RL and SL.

I sometimes log in hoping to be invisible...just play around with clothes, hair, shoes and pics...soon I might be changing the property, don't know to what, cause i am in love with this house, but might get a different living room set...

who knows, i have an awesome basement, so tasty for some torturing gadgets, yum yum...

have a Z day!!!

girls hang out :)

my beauties :)

and proud of them

I can't get away from Punky no matter what I do and how hard I try, she is just sooo hot!!!

Gorgeous girls!!
I love them :)

although there is something missing, a void...I know it will be filled one day, I have hope, and faith, and I truly believe in destiny!

From SL to RL with love
Asvid, Punky, and Zroos

 

Positive

Feeling extremely positive, the situation still the same but it is very different when you pay mind to something and when you dismiss it and just say "fuck it"

There is much I still don't get and trying to figure out on my own...did lots of thinking yesterday sorting out my ideas and future plans; I am not going too far into the future because things do change rather quickly around here so it is better I take it a month at a time instead of thinking two or three months ahead.

A new week has began and with it a new way of thinking and doing things.  I am glad meditation can help me in more ways than one to relax and view situations in a different way, I am reaching a new level and I am enjoying it.  I never thought it could possible to feel the way I have been feeling when I am done a session of meditation, the tranquility and the peace is exhilarating.