Manic Monday

on my way to work this morning

Only the Bangles can explain it better than I can!!

Is just another manic Monday

I wish it was Sunday 

'cause that's my fun day

my I don't have to run day 

is just another manic Monday!!

Without Him There Is No SL

I go days that I don't log into SL and is not that I don't like it but everything reminds me of HIM, everywhere I go is a reminder of the days spent with my Master - more like years actually...wow, that sounds like a long time!

2009 and 2010 we spent time together, tons of time, whenever He could log in to see me He was there, but 2011 came around and RL became really hectic and priorities were set (call it instinct but I think there is more to it than meets the eye)...I sometimes wish I could spend at least one day a week with him, interacting, talking, just having a moment with Him.  I don't want much, I don't need much...I just have a need to spend some time with Him.  I miss Him so very much, I miss our SL time, I miss us...

With Bubba! love my doggie

Work & Insomnia

I have to be up in about 5 hours and can't seem to find my comfort zone! I am dreading the fact that I have to work...been out for two weeks and I know it is going to be so hard to just get the hang of things all over again.

I was not suppose to be out for so long so I thought but after a miscarriage and then pneumonia I don't think two weeks is enough, I am still not mentally prepared for what is coming.

I need a change of life...a change in my life