Moments, Conversations with Friends & 1 More thing!

I was spending some quality time with an old friend yesterday :) I do have to say he is one of my Best Friends, SL & RL!!

It is always nice seen him, and talking to him, aside from Dito of course, hehe...

In all the talking and conversations we had and everything we have shared in almost 4 years...wow, I can't believe is been 4 years!  Time just flies!

anyways

in our conversation we discussed how people can be in SL, while it is hard to think that "he" is like that, I know most of the things my friend was saying are true...aside from been a man, he is older, he has been in SL since the darn thing was created just about!  I don't know, he probably was there for the inauguration! LMAO (i am so gonna get a spanking for saying that!)

Lets be real, NOBODY just gets up and gives up SL! and when they have they always come back, maybe not with the same avatar, but the fact is they come back!

So, with that said...1 more thing

To YOU!!

Mr. Privateer...

Sad how you could not be around for me in SL, 

how it was going to be a long time since you would return.  

How sad you have to lie, or even have to hide,

All you had to do was to be honest and say the truth!

Can't you see, when you lie to me the only one you fool is yourself!

I really wanted to believe there was a difference between you and the rest, sad, I was just fooling myself!

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For all the people in SL that go around hiding alts,

I feel sorry for all of you that you feel you must hide,

you must have been very bad with your old avatar

if you think with a new one things will be different,

think again...the things that you must change.

Is not the old life, or your old avatar,

is the conflicts you create with all of your lies!

the problem is not second life but your real life,

our avatars are only expressions of who we really are,

We all go there to create and live the life we don't have and lack...

So when you create, or bring an old AV from the hiding

Check yourself first, because you will be going back to your old habits!

From SL to RL with Love

Punky

P.S.

you are sad...

Great Feeling

Sometimes when in love we give the person attention, we nurture them, we find every given possible way to make them feel loved, cared for, and of course constantly work with them to improve the relationship.

Since it is great to feel loved, respected, appreciated, and to know we have our better half backing us up 100% in everything we set out to do, and decisions we make, good or bad, knowing that someone will always be there to support us through thick and thin, not judge us for who we really are, accept and love our faults/imperfections as much as they appreciate our perfections and success...
It is what I wanted to give and gave in my last "relationship" affair.

Unfortunately there are people who believe because a person gives 100% of themselves to another and the relationship that they have become the center of their universe and probably do not have a life aside from them.

People are only as important in our lives as we make them out to be, the importance that we give that individual.  A person only matters if you make them matter...A person only have power over you if you allow them to.

Of course it is painful when any relationship ends, specially when there are feelings involved, but one thing probably this person forgot about me is the strength I have, the self love!
I love myself!
I respect myself!
and I appreciate the woman that I am!
It is the reason why I am able to love so deeply, because love is in me!

in the famous words of Frank Crane
"You will be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough"
needless to say, I trusted too much.
but i also believe
"is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all"

I was hurting...
But for two days now a light went on!

The aches, the pain, the empty feeling have been replaced and almost non-existent.

What a great feeling!

mmmmm the things that are to come :)

...so sweet,

Thinking of the future,

Of amazing things to come,

I just want to thank Karma, and all the sweet delights that surrounds her!

Amazing, isn't it?

From SL to RL with much, much love
Punky and all the rest(s) of me!

To my Dear SL

I am sorry I have been putting you off, it is not my intention but at the moment RL is a bit of a priority to me.

I am happy to inform that the pain is less, although I still feel that certain sensation in my tummy when i log in it is getting better every day.

SL & RL will continue...at the moment I must prioritize...

:)

Still in love with my SL

Sent from my Windows Phone

My Collar

I can't wear my DCS meter because it needs to be attached to the chest....

Guess what?

My collar is attached to the chest, and I completely refuse to remove it at the moment, not until I am ready to do so...

Last night I played around a bit to see if I could change the attachment spot and it did not work, so I guess I am going to be without a meter, so I guess I will have to use one of my alts to fight in Thule.

I really don't care about the collar of the rest of the AV's ...Cielo, Kryy..etc, I am going to take their collar off, but when it comes to Punky and Aliexx...their collar was/is like my wedding band, I don't have the heart to remove it yet...even if he logs in and releases his name of my collar, I am not ready to go there.

Maybe in time I will...

but for now...

I can't

From SL to RL
Punky still in love.

I am Luta

My name is Luta and I come from a world called Second Life but we call it SL for short.

I love writing, brainstorming, telling stories, poems, traveling, taking pictures, dancing, exploring...and my biggest weakness at the moment...HIM.

From SL (second life) to RL (real life), many can separate what is real, what is fake, what is fiction and non-fiction while others are the reflection of their avatars. 
BDSM, Gorean lifestyle, Vampire, Vikings, Fantasy Land, Traveling back in Time, going into the Future, re-enact an Era, Role-playing, and for some living the life they want to live but they can't.
To many of us Second Life is an escape, a place where we can go to do things we have no time to do in our Real Life...for instance; in RL I can't go clubbing on a Tuesday night, guess again, in SL I can and that is only the beginning.

My name is Luta, my rez day is November 3rd, 2007, I am the first of many but all in one!  I do not hide my alts and I am very honest with everyone I meet, I try my best to be upfront and tell the truth no matter how much it hurts me and/or others but it is so sad when other people are dishonest and lie to me for no apparent reason.  In-World you will meet all sorts of people from all walks of life, some will be honest and become the best friends you never thought you'd have, unfortunately some will be your worse nightmare. Relationships come and go in SL as well, today you will be madly in love, move in together, get partnered and even form a family then suddenly someone will move on, they found a better AV who they are more compatible with, RL happens, they are sick and tired of that person breathing down their neck, the person just stops login in never to be seen again while the other is tearing their little heart out...so I promised myself not to fall under neither one of the categories above and managed to stay single for two years until 2009 when I met "Him".

I am a woman in love and this love has taken me to places I never thought I would go...I am confused, I am torn, I don't know which way to go, I am the other woman, the lover, the dirty little secret, the one that is in hiding, the internet affair...I have been called all sorts of names, harassed and even embarrassed, but I can't and wont give up on the most wonderful love and feeling of my life, not many can understand that, but all that matters is Him and I

The hardest thing is walking away from the man you love, and I refuse to do so...my journey through SL and RL.