Happy New years

Old year! thank you for everything, I will never forget you, you taught me so much, now is a new year, new goals, dreams to come true!

yaay

How did I feel today?

*giggles*

My friend calls me..Flowerpot, and I felt just like that :) like a flower, blooming
and made some changes...next post!!

Today I felt like a fae and looked like one too :)

Happy Punky in SL and RL

Great Feeling

Sometimes when in love we give the person attention, we nurture them, we find every given possible way to make them feel loved, cared for, and of course constantly work with them to improve the relationship.

Since it is great to feel loved, respected, appreciated, and to know we have our better half backing us up 100% in everything we set out to do, and decisions we make, good or bad, knowing that someone will always be there to support us through thick and thin, not judge us for who we really are, accept and love our faults/imperfections as much as they appreciate our perfections and success...
It is what I wanted to give and gave in my last "relationship" affair.

Unfortunately there are people who believe because a person gives 100% of themselves to another and the relationship that they have become the center of their universe and probably do not have a life aside from them.

People are only as important in our lives as we make them out to be, the importance that we give that individual.  A person only matters if you make them matter...A person only have power over you if you allow them to.

Of course it is painful when any relationship ends, specially when there are feelings involved, but one thing probably this person forgot about me is the strength I have, the self love!
I love myself!
I respect myself!
and I appreciate the woman that I am!
It is the reason why I am able to love so deeply, because love is in me!

in the famous words of Frank Crane
"You will be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough"
needless to say, I trusted too much.
but i also believe
"is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all"

I was hurting...
But for two days now a light went on!

The aches, the pain, the empty feeling have been replaced and almost non-existent.

What a great feeling!

mmmmm the things that are to come :)

...so sweet,

Thinking of the future,

Of amazing things to come,

I just want to thank Karma, and all the sweet delights that surrounds her!

Amazing, isn't it?

From SL to RL with much, much love
Punky and all the rest(s) of me!

To my Dear SL

I am sorry I have been putting you off, it is not my intention but at the moment RL is a bit of a priority to me.

I am happy to inform that the pain is less, although I still feel that certain sensation in my tummy when i log in it is getting better every day.

SL & RL will continue...at the moment I must prioritize...

:)

Still in love with my SL

Sent from my Windows Phone

my cutie...my Asvid :)

she is just so petite

so innocent

so different

so beautiful

in her eyes she bares the sadness she carries inside at the moment :)

hehe, someone tried to collar her today...
step back gentlemen, this beauty is all mine :)
WhiteSilk and totally restricted!

From SL to RL 

The Real Asvid

Cielo is a Panther of Forest Moon :)

I was never daring in SL, always played it safe, never wanted to be captured and scared of RP!

but this time around I am taking a new approach!!

While  having a conversation with my friend Koco i mentioned how much i wanted to be a panther, specially after seen a video in Youtube a long time ago

love that song and video too!!

anyways!!

I went on search and first place i found was Forest Moon!

I was greeted with much love and open arms

Of course applications, rules (which we get tested on) and certain tasks we must do...but eager to do it!!

and we have fun too!!

and thats the way the Panthers do it!

getting it down!

me

Abra

Manda

Moon

Rosie

Tara

Wild Panther

It has been a great experience, and I am glad I took the chance.

I find myself interacting more and been more me!! friendly me :)

From Forest Moon
Cielo..

...lately with Zroos

Zroos has made some changes :)

she is the hottest shit around i tell you that much

she walks into a room and my IM board goes nuts

do you blame them!?

from SL
Zroos

My Collar

I can't wear my DCS meter because it needs to be attached to the chest....

Guess what?

My collar is attached to the chest, and I completely refuse to remove it at the moment, not until I am ready to do so...

Last night I played around a bit to see if I could change the attachment spot and it did not work, so I guess I am going to be without a meter, so I guess I will have to use one of my alts to fight in Thule.

I really don't care about the collar of the rest of the AV's ...Cielo, Kryy..etc, I am going to take their collar off, but when it comes to Punky and Aliexx...their collar was/is like my wedding band, I don't have the heart to remove it yet...even if he logs in and releases his name of my collar, I am not ready to go there.

Maybe in time I will...

but for now...

I can't

From SL to RL
Punky still in love.

A night of dancing, talking...a great time

I was dancing away at Ambrosia! great club and music, atmosphere is wonderful and i will def be going there more often!!
Love their dances, the atmosphere, the people seem to be fun, I just need to learn to speak up more!  a Guy tried hitting on me and had to set him straight

Judah217: hai.
zwarteroos: hello
Judah217: You look so gorgeous ZRoos
Judah217: how are you?
zwarteroos: thank you Judah! i am doing well and yourself?
Judah217: i want sex .. can i have you?
zwarteroos: read my profile buddy
zwarteroos: not here for sex
Judah217: ahh okie
Judah217: ahm,. how old are you ?
zwarteroos: old enough to probably be your mother and teach you manners
Judah217: sorry mother.. for all what i have said..
zwarteroos: next time read a profile before approaching for sex, not everyone here is looking for the same...go to a sex hub if you wanna get laid
Judah217 : sorry
zwarteroos: thanks for apologizing and accepted :)
Judah217: I m  very embarassed.. for what i've said
zwarteroos: you should be, it is not nice to say hi, i wanna have sex with you...manners above all
Judah217: SORRY

**Fucking noobs!!

After some IM'ing and planning, I went home, got my night gown on and off to sweethearts to dance!!

I had another great night of dancing!

Also spoke to my sweet Skye and my Koco checked up on me :)

I love my dear friends, and very glad to welcome some new ones.

Tre is a true gentleman, many years in SL 2006, sweet, caring, fun, funny, and we have a blast together!

Tre: you are able to pull my romantic part
zwarteroos: thank you
Tre: I love that
Tre: we're harmonic together
zwarteroos: indeed
Tre: strange to me
zwarteroos: how so?
Tre: it doesn't happen too often

**I guess I inspire that type of feeling on people :)

Tomorrow, out to meet more people and interact

I did say I was going to make this life different, didn't I?

From SL to RL
Zroos

girls hang out :)

my beauties :)

and proud of them

I can't get away from Punky no matter what I do and how hard I try, she is just sooo hot!!!

Gorgeous girls!!
I love them :)

although there is something missing, a void...I know it will be filled one day, I have hope, and faith, and I truly believe in destiny!

From SL to RL with love
Asvid, Punky, and Zroos