Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Spanish Bogeda!! LOL

the creations we can encounter!!










I felt I was in New York!! LOL

Adventures of a new year



Changes at home

With a new year, the changes are coming...

I feel like a garden, in bloom, discovering, ready to do it up!  LOL

I changed the property again....and I like it, is very garden, romantic, fae, enchanted forest like...I am still not done, I am missing a few things but little by little I am going to make it perfect

I just realized the sun was coming up...I was working in the dark

trying out my new shower

I should have taken my clothes off

but I was working all day, even my wings were dirty

I see the sun from the corner of my eyes, it is gorgeous :)

I am liking this...

looking at what I have created so far...

yes, it is nice and very peaceful

I do hope the swan is friendly

hmmmm I look like a swan...hehehe

i like it, i like it a lot 
Great job!! so far, I have little things to put here and there to make it complete to make it perfect, specially when spring is only 3 months away.

From SL to RL with love
Punky

I can be in SL all day, not even have to a move a pixel and still interact with friends *giggles* best part of roleplay and emotes.
The mind is something so amazing...


Happy New years

Old year! thank you for everything, I will never forget you, you taught me so much, now is a new year, new goals, dreams to come true!

yaay

How did I feel today?

*giggles*

My friend calls me..Flowerpot, and I felt just like that :) like a flower, blooming
and made some changes...next post!!












Today I felt like a fae and looked like one too :)

Happy Punky in SL and RL

Monday, December 31, 2012

Change of plans

RL is busy

Was going to spend New Years  in SL but suddenly things came up.

A boost of energy

Positive things

Nice



Sent from my Windows Phone

Sunday, December 30, 2012

Happy New Year :)

A new year coming


Positive mind

Learned to let go

Forgave

Moving on

Happy

At peace

Is a working progress :)

Year of the dragon will end in February 2013, and the year of the snake will begin, those born in 1974 (tigers)...including me, we are going to have a bad year according to the Chinese calendar...in business, in health, in love.
Taking precautions...my goals for the New Year are ready, meditation is my first on the list!

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I will be spending time in SL, go out, have fun, go a bit crazy, friends are right, I need to let go of all my inhibitions, and do things!! LOL, i have a shit load of beautiful AV's, most popular right now is Asvid *grins* I think is her young, innocent look..


She is the skinniest AV I've ever had!
all of them have this amazing body, nice thick and broad hips, legs that look like weapons, thick girls, but Asvid is nothing like them.

I still wear my collar, with the new upgrade now I can hide it.  Before I couldn't.



Hot Bitch!

Not going out in RL for new years, we had a snow storm last night and the streets are yucky for the moment and cold like a mother...

I am going to party like is 1999 in SL...



Trying dresses on to see which one will be the one...
I am going with red, no matter what, you see, red is my color ;-p

Jazz club to begin with
Then get some real punk/Mistress outfit on and to a head banging club it is!

I have my New Years Day all planned out!


From SL to RL
Happy Punky

Friday, December 28, 2012

RL Rez Day



And today is my rez day :)

Looking and feeling great for a woman my age.

38

Today was an adventure.

*stretching my arms above my head, a huge smile upon my still pink lips, the left over of the lipstick that's been adorning them through the day, i stretch my legs, curling my toes, twisting my body to the side as my arms stretched out above my head twisting in the opposite direction, mmmmm feels good.... my hair spread out like the petals of a flower around my head, against the sheets, silky, soft, shiny, freshly colored...wiggling my body in the middle of the bed, sighs*

Today was a good day.

From RL
The Punk Girl ;•)



Sent from my Windows Phone

Wednesday, December 26, 2012

...Things that are going on...

I took a bunch of picture of UT minor for the photo competition...I forgot to send them in :(

UT looks awesome in the summer and even more magnificent during the winter...it is unreal how Misse be doing that place up!! lol

I am not feeling well, SL or RL
It will take time to adjust, to be myself again, I just can't wait for it to happen, I want this bitter/sour taste in my mouth to go away once and for all.

it is hard been this down and trying to fake it around everyone.

Do you know what it is to break down in front of a group?
I try to hold back my tears, hide my emotions, but it comes a moment that the pain, the ache, the hurt just takes over and there is no where to hide it...and the only option is to excuse myself, and make something up quickly to leave...but some times I have no time to get away, I choke...
I make up a headache, or a stomach ache too painful for me to take or handle at the moment, it works around family, but the people who see me on a regular basis, hard to hide it from them, or even more so having to lie.

I barely leave my room, hey, I barely leave my house, I can't stand to go out there feeling like this...
Nothing has meaning at this point...

Will I ever trust again?
that is my biggest fear.  Took me so long to build that, for someone just to take it and crush it, toy with it, stomp on it...because it didn't mean anything to him.
it was easier and more convenient to kill my trust, my feelings, my love, than to be honest...wow, just wow!!! 

Since I am a believer that what goes around comes around, and I really don't wish anyone any harm or pain, I swear, my pain is nothing compare to what this person will have to endure one day.

Aint that some shit!!

Broken from SL to RL

Monday, December 24, 2012

today...i am angry

going quiet for a while...not that i am saying i am leaving SL, but blogger wise.

I will be posting pics, and include a blurb on the pics, but i have decided to go under the radar for a while.

I need time.

I will be login in, that is for sure, that is not changing, I have friends, and that I am not ready to give up.

But it is better to go private, quiet.

Today I realized how angry I am feeling.

Today I said some things I probably should not have in an email, do i regret it? no, because it is how I feel.  so i am ready to back up my words.  no going back :) what kind of person would that make me? hehe

*sighs*

wow, i am just wowed!!!

anyways!!

to up the mood, dress up nice in RL, go out and mingle, in SL, leave groups, take off collars and look fabulous wearing my kiki boots :)


One thing I must say, man had awesome taste!

Will see you around...

from SL to RL
Punky