Miss being a noob

I am still not login in as often as I want to, RL has become busy and my SL time has been cut short.

I still talk to a few of my friends through IM and when I log in, while others have moved on.  Such a pity.

I get a bit jealous of the noobs coming in and how they are mesmerized with this new world they have discovered.  I wish I had that enthusiasm.

I don't see my Master as much if any, again,  busy times for us both.

I am going to make an effort to log in at least 3-4 times a week and do something different each time :-)

There is so much I still love and enjoy in SL.

From RL
Punky

Is not that I've given up...have I?

I may have.

Does not feel the same

My friend koco is no longer around.

MissE closed Bejazzed, Dixey and sunkissed in total. 

Bummer.

Fox is back, but not back, and at this point, if I see him in SL or not is not really making a difference.

Have we outgrown SL?

Some of us at least, I know he still enjoys it even if he had said in the past he was never coming back...among other things

Some things just remain the same while others change.

I am all up for change new adventures and I adapt quickly as well.

I still log in.
I still love my avs
And still love my friends.

2 best reasons to log in

From SL to RL with love

Punky

SL..Dear SL, brought him back to me

Perhaps I should eat my words and all the hate words I said.

When the man showed up my pixels melted all over the SIM I can't believe it!

I just found a few drafts I wrote some time ago, and I can't believe it has been that long

My poor baby!

I keep up with all of them, now you need my attention :-)

Tons of things happening.

Many changes, some things remain the same, some are not really a surprise, I said it once, I'll say it twice, people always come back, SL pulls you in, to do things you wish to do, to satisfy the needs or other excuses in between... one thing remains the same I stay true to myself.

Bejazzed me in Second Life

I can always and forever count on Bejazzed for music, jazz and blues from the 1920's to the 1940's and now a DJ on board bringing more music and more artists.  This is great!!

Great variety of music, Burlesque meets Cabaret! It is awesome! Great atmosphere, MissE turns on the voodoo exploder and they all just come like crazy from all over the place, kinda of funny cause they come for the money of course.  Hard when the sim is full and they can't get in.

The club has like an old fashion feeling, a back in the day with the wood and the brick around.
Some camping can be done to earn money which is very kind of the owner to have.

The dress code is casual which makes it very pleasant to visit because you are not worried you will get an IM that if you don't change you must leave, I disliked those.

I hadba great time today at Bejazzed with my friends, is great to be back.

From SL with love
Punky

How Much Longer?

I have not logged in as often, let me be honest by saying and admitting that when things ended with Fox it also killed the love I had for Second Life

Still hurts login in, knowing that he may be in SL, logged in with alt because he is avoiding me hurts even more.  I try not to think about him but I do associate SL with the relationship we had.

I can't believe after all this time he still lives in me, he wanders in my thoughts and I love him today the same way I loved him a year ago, the respect level is very different, and I don't think of him as highly as I used to either...guess that is what happens when we are deceived.

I try getting out, I try going to places but there is no use, nothing is the same, nothing feels the same yet I will not give up SL with the hopes that maybe sooner than later I will get over him.

How much longer do I have to wait?

it is unreal to me that I can't yank him out of me.  I don't look for him, I stay away from him, and the few times I have written I regret it after because the way I feel when I see a letter from him is disgusting!  (smh)

From RL

me

SL activity level...Low

yes, again, no motivation to log in at all!!

RL is great, can't complaint.  Other than having to deal with a human size insect and still I think I am giving such thing credit and insulting the insect population by calling her that, everything is just wonderful :)

I gave up the property I had and loved and decorated my Linden home, and it looks fabulous!!

raaaight that is gorgeous??

i still have to see another place that looks as hot as mine..!! at least a linden home with only 112 prims!!
haaa!!
and I still have about 56 prims left *grins*

From SL cause I am logged in spending time with my Koco
Punky!

Firestorm Viewer

Don't like it at all, what a waste of computer space, of course this is my personal opinion.

I have been using Phoenix Viewer for a while and can't remember it ever crashing, and the first day using Firestorm I crashed.

Phoenix is not doing well either, when I try to use any pose it doen't work, I removed all of my AO's, even went naked, hair and all, still, nothing...thinking of re-installing it again, and of course removing Firestorm.

SL viewer is out of the question...

From RL
Punky

More of SL this days

I have seen much of SL this days, with the return of Misse and a title to defend "Best fighter in Thule" I must be logged in...

This "Best" fighter thing is getting to my head *grins*

Firestorm and Phoenix are not the greatest to be logged in this past few days, lagging like crazy, can't sit down, some animations don't work, I have to be switching between them...augh, really a pain!  but at least i can say that Phoenix never crashes on me, so I am not a fan of Firestorm.

I am still planning to see what I am going to do at my house, I was thinking of giving up the property since there is always an issue with the land and my payments, never had that issue before...but I don't like to move around much, I have til friday to decide what I am going to do...until then I am not going to set anything on the property and keep it simple.

Feeling happy at Thule :) love it there so much!!

daughter is also back in SL, now we have to fight over the computer, cause she loves the place just as much as I do, ehehe

danced a bit at Bejazzed, I always had a thing for jazz.  thanks for the dance.

so far so good, there are moments that I hit a bump, moments I reminisce, think back, and I miss, then I look ahead, I shake myself and those thoughts and I am fine.

I just wonder when will I be fine all the time, and not just some times.

From SL to RL
Asvid