Multi-Tasking & Priorities

I often get asked by friends how I manage to be in SL while doing chores, cooking, laundry, work 40 hrs a week, pick up my kids from work, meditate, get enough sleep at night and squeeze in extra curriculum activities that comes in between.

All I can say is that I manage well and able to accomplish every single task I set out to do.  I do have to write things down, certain things of course.  I am sorta of a perfectionist, when I do something I have to make sure is done properly and I aim to get it done the first time, I follow Stephen Kings' motto "if you don't have time to do something right the first time, where are you going to find the time to fix it".

I don't have much to fix around the house since I am up at 5:30 everyday and make sure the house is up to standards before I leave, my bed is made and the mess I make each morning looking for clothes is placed back where it belongs.  When I get home after working my 8 hours I log into SL while I am cooking, dusting, probably watching T.V at the same time *grins wide* and after all is said and done...I make sure the kitchen is mopped each night before I go to bed...Hey, I was raised in the Dominican Republic we mop twice a day over there and dust everyday, some habits just stayed with me...that's not all, hehe, I love the smell of clean fresh sheets and pillow case so I like to change them before I go to bed, I sleep naked and the feel of the softness all over my body ummmm priceless!

My time is pretty much all distributed through an entire day of running around but I drop everything in a microsecond when I hear that special ring tone from him, whether it is a text or an email...doesn't matter what it is.  I have canceled appointments, arrived late to work, left work late, rearranged meetings at work and even had them postponed them because my Master is logged in.  He is most important, the priceless feeling my sheets give me at night can't compare to the feeling he gives me (wow, I am comparing him to sheets).
Any time and chance I get to be with him I make sure my schedule is completely clear, while in SL he gets distracted probably chatting or in RL with other programs, watch a movie or a show, little does he know (he will find out now) is that I am running around doing the same things at home..haha.  All that counts is that I am with him, spending time with him...He is my priority.

Bad Connection

My internet was acting up today and all the joy I had coming home to log into my SL just got squashed down.  Once I was able to log in I couldn't TP (teleport) to other SIM's and when I tried it was a sure crash :(

After so many crashes I noticed that Cielo's birth control pills were gone, my HUD was not working properly and it went from day 27 to day 1 so I rushed to Mama Allpa to get her started on the pills again...already have Punky pregnant, I will go nuts if Kryystall, Aliexx, or Cielo get pregnant at this point.

It has been a while since I logged in Aliexx (Dash's Jewel) and all I can say is WoW! how could I forget about such a beauty?  No more, she is out of the box and dusted real well and ready for her Master when she is needed.  Her Inventory is a bit lame seems she only have slave wear in there *hehe*

I need to bring some of my AV's out of hiding and get into other things, I like variety, I can't do just one thing, I have to be up and at it, busy, having something to do or I will go in a thinking rampage and I don't like that at all!

Took some pics in between crashes *grins* hope you all enjoy!

CIELO

ALIEXX

Good Monday

I am logged in in SLiteChat, is like an IM for SecondLife *grins* yeah...I am that hooked!! It looks like I am logged in, I really wonder if my av is actually in-world; people are seen me logged in and I am having to explain over and over again that I am not actually there that is just like a chat thingy wingy.

Looking forward to getting home, I have so much to do between this week and next week is not even funny...getting a nursery ready, keeping up with La Dominique since it feels I have been away for a while, getting other things done here and there for I really want to go into my SL full force.
I was asked to play daughter to my friends Kaede and Walker from Terabithia, hellz yeah, so down with that! hehe, getting an av ready to play their kid, I just hope I can do it.  I told them to do a schedule for me, I work better with schedules, knowing days and time I need to be there makes it easier for me :)

RL is going great, feeling at ease and not letting petty stuff get to me...it is amazing how the negativity of others can affect you in so many ways, the way you think, act, and feel.  I was completely out of my character for a while, doubts flying around left and right...sad thing is that certain events that took place just reinforced my doubts about many things :(
Yet here I am against all odds, proud to say that our love is worth every sacrifice I have made and all the changes that has taken place.

Loving you Loving me

**Can't wait to get home**

From SL to RL with love

I understand is hard to make the transition from Second Life to Real Life specially for some of us.  I have a few friends that say that my relationship with Him is not going to go beyond computer walls and I understand where they gather their conclusions - they have gone through heart aches and deceptions and they probably don't want to see me going through the same.

They say things such as: I am too good for him *eeeek*, that I have so much love to give, and how he does not give me the attention I so much deserve.
I don't think I am better than Him (or anyone else for that matter) nor that I am too good for Him, I do have so much love to give and that is exactly what I am doing - loving Him, as far as the attention is concerned he does have a job and responsibilities he needs to tend to and I understand and for that I am called blind.

I really don't give much explanations for I feel the only one I need to explain things to is Him.  I love the fact they care enough to tell me how they feel, how honest they are when they express their feeling, and I also understand that someone outside the circle has a better view than the ones in it, they probably see something I don't, but hey...love is blind, it has no reason, it can't tell time, and what they don't understand is the dynamic of our relationship.

You see...I am owned, submitted not only in Second Life but also in Real Life, I knelt before him and surrendered everything I am to him.  I have taken my submission very serious, I am deaf to everything negative everyone has to say, the only one that matters is Him, what he has to say, his feelings and my feelings.  His words are first and last in my book and in my life whether it is my SL or my RL because both of them belong to him.

Not many can understand what submission is, belonging to someone freely in heart, mind, and soul, to love someone above and beyond all reasons, trust that someone with your life, with everything you are and you aspire to be.

He is my Owner, my Master; I am His slave, his property, his girl...and when I tell you I am owned and his property, oooh I mean that from the bottom of my heart, I am branded with his initials and my slave numbers so there you go...any questions?

***UPDATE
Nov, 2012 all ended
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after 8 agonizing months...we found our way to each other again.

I love my Master and Owner

My SL Date

My friend Flower from Dominique is as sweet as she can be, she was having a hard time the other day and has not been around much and finally today she shows up...guess what?  I took her out on a date!We got all dolled up and hit the town!

Had an awesome time!  now is time to go to bed, want to get up in the middle of the night and enjoy some more SL time!  I am so hooked! hehe
I am going to decorate our house today and make it awesome!! and thinking of changing our home once again...hehe, to make it more comfy for us ya know *grins*
and as Dotties' would say....TOODLES!!!!!

A Day in La Dominique

Rae was teaching me to sail again, it was shameful to see me even try, so bad!!

First and foremost I am meeting wonderful people, Sir has been wonderful and very understanding...when we first met he had the hots for me but when I explained to him I belonged to someone in every meaning of the word, he still comes to the island and watch me dance :)

he tells everyone that sees him there (cause he suppose to be an enemy) that he goes to there to think and get inspired *grins wide*

Of course this cute "muse" can inspire a rock!! duh, you blame him for drooling !?

Rae is the one who was teaching me to sail...that was a project on its on!

of course we were more stuck than sailing but he was very calm and took it easy with me *shakes her head* but I was able to get the hang of it

After we were done *more like crashed* he gave me a big hug!! I think he was just happy because I didn't get him killed...*giggles*

and then he scared the shizzles out of me when he went into the water and became a big monster...his other char where he RP's at

It was a great day!!

More of SL & we are having a baby ~Girl~

I went for my first prenatal appointment today, blood pressure was normal, weight is 132 and the ultrasounds pics are the best!

Mama Allpa really done it with this HUD and all of its gadgets, love it! Did you know your prenatal appointments and the birth are free if you are a MA customer? *grins wide* now you know.

Been getting my groove on, exploring different places and meeting new people, I have few friends but the ones I have are the best friends a girl can ever ask for, I may never like what they have to say about certain things but at least they are honest and can't go wrong with that.

I am currently role-playing as native in La Dominique and when my Master is in-world I join him at Port Charles, or sailing, and sometimes we just stand there while I talk my ass off, my poor love, I can talk til the cows come home and he still stands there and listens to me ;P and surprisingly he still with me ^^

I was away from the game for a while, but hooked once again...I am still a bit shocked about the baby, helluur I wasn't expecting it, we are married and we never talked about contraceptives we just let nature take its course, and it sure did just after 4 days owning the HUD.

*sighs* Let's see what happens and what evolves from here, until then...


Luta in love

Returning Home

When RL kicks in SL becomes just that...second.  We all have our responsibilities and some more than others, for one reason or another it makes it difficult in our busy schedule to set time to splurge on the things we want to do.  In some cases we are doing so many things at once that we have to set a schedule to fit all of our activities and dedicate time to each and everyone of them.

I really thought it would be a long time for me to see him again.  The last time we spent time together in SL was in February and unexpectedly on May 31st he shows up :)

Man I was happy, still happy, he comes in every time he gets a chance to spend time with me, of course I try to make his time here enjoyable, he sails and explores Port Charles or Jabberwock, maybe do some shopping, role-play, explore; sometimes I go with him but there are times I stay behind.

Don't get me wrong, I enjoy been with him and I would love to suck up all of his time but he doesn't get to enjoy SL as much as I do and there are things he probably wants to do on his own and we are on IM and never too far from each other.  I enjoy seen him happy, content, comfortable and relaxed...he is after all my Master, my Owner and with that said his happiness means the world to me.

Through thick and thin I will stand by him, not only as his woman but also as his slave, I swore to protect him, to love him, to desire him, to obey him, to be faithful, and above all respect him.

I have no secrets for him, I am an open book in his eyes and until now through distance and time nobody knows me like he does and I wouldn't want it any other way :)

I love you mi Capitan.