Monday, August 22, 2011

Manic Monday

on my way to work this morning


Only the Bangles can explain it better than I can!!

Is just another manic Monday
I wish it was Sunday 
'cause that's my fun day
my I don't have to run day 
is just another manic Monday!!



Without Him There Is No SL



I go days that I don't log into SL and is not that I don't like it but everything reminds me of HIM, everywhere I go is a reminder of the days spent with my Master - more like years actually...wow, that sounds like a long time!

2009 and 2010 we spent time together, tons of time, whenever He could log in to see me He was there, but 2011 came around and RL became really hectic and priorities were set (call it instinct but I think there is more to it than meets the eye)...I sometimes wish I could spend at least one day a week with him, interacting, talking, just having a moment with Him.  I don't want much, I don't need much...I just have a need to spend some time with Him.  I miss Him so very much, I miss our SL time, I miss us...


With Bubba! love my doggie

Work & Insomnia



I have to be up in about 5 hours and can't seem to find my comfort zone! I am dreading the fact that I have to work...been out for two weeks and I know it is going to be so hard to just get the hang of things all over again.

I was not suppose to be out for so long so I thought but after a miscarriage and then pneumonia I don't think two weeks is enough, I am still not mentally prepared for what is coming.

I need a change of life...a change in my life

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Kissing a Fool



I have the urge to feel the hands of someone who loves me caress me, touch me, make me feel I am alive


"Strange that I was wrong enough
to think you'd love me too
I guess you were kissing a fool
You must have been kissing a fool"




I am a dreamer...a hopeless romantic who believes deeply in love, in fate, in destiny...

Friends :) & The Travel Bug

Peter, Georges, Igor

When I was stuck all alone in the Netherlands with nobody to talk to, text, or even email my friend Georges was there to listen, to bug me, make fun of me and the best part of it all they tried so very hard to make me happy and smile!!!

I met Georges in SL in 2008 and we have been friends ever since.  Although he lives in Belgium we have managed to meet up and enjoy each others company, trust me, we have fun when we all get together, the sarcastic sense of humor we share is ridiculously funny in our own sick way.

Peter although I met him recently we really acted as if we knew each other for ever, he was my tour guide and walked me all over Antwerpen telling me the history of just about each statue, street, and building we came in contact with...he bought me Gelato when we were done the tour :) so kewl!

I met Igor in 2008 when Georges came to visit the states, we sure had fun in the back seat of that car and the laughs are still endless each time we take a trip through memory lane...he sure is something else, fun and funny :) *raises her invisible glass of dark beer* here is to ya Igor!!!

I was invited to Belgium...I really liked the city but somehow it was so boring!! We had fun while we were walking around the city, taking pictures and talking crap but once we were back in the house it was like ~what do we do now?~
BTW...Did you know they did check points in the city? they just stop each and every car that goes by and do drug and alcohol test on them, come on...are you serious?! yeah, of course I agree with the no drinking and driving rule but shit, you know what we call that back in the states? cops with nothing to do! like in the small cities/towns when you call 911 and about 7 cruisers show up to your house...mhm, something like that.

I am considering taking that vacation, geez I really need to get away and organize my thoughts and ideas, no..really I do :)

Next year is going to be extremely busy for me, I intent to travel each and every time I get a chance, withing the US and outside the US, I love to travel! that darn travel bug bit me and I am just so infected...sooooo organizing myself and planning ahead, everything should go smoothly and according to plan :)

Amsterdam, NL




Saturday, August 20, 2011

Ballerina


My cousin Karina Espaillat played Cinderella using this shoes :)
February 2011

Eating a Guayaba



My favorite kind of fruit...at least one of them. Cereza, Chinola, Manzana de Oro, Coco de Agua...are among the fruits I will feast on when I visit the Dominican Republic...

When I was a little girl I remember climbing trees to get the fruits at the very top, don't know why but the biggest and the sweetest ones were the most impossible ones to get, you either would need a stick to reach them once you've climbed to the highest point or bring some rocks and hope you had good aim *sighs remembering those wonderful days*

We had what they call Guayaba Injerta; bigger and sweeter than the rest, my grandpa always made sure his trees gave the best fruits in the neighborhood, he was sorta of a show off and we loved him for that *giggles*
I love the smell of fresh fruits...and the taste!


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Friday, August 19, 2011

Dr's Office

waiting
I don't like waiting at all! Sitting at the Doctors office felt like forever, 3 hours!! Are you kidding me?

I wanted to have a productive afternoon, yes, my health is priority but dang, waiting 3 hrs to hear what I already knew felt like a waste of time :(

Why can't we take a little survey before we are seen that way we just go straight to the point, oh and keep the personal questions to a minimum, I felt as if I was getting the third degree and some of the questions he already had the answer for if he only cared enough to check his files from previous visits...I don't get it, is it just me probably getting impatient...but I bet when you pay for expensive medical and you get shitty care it will piss you off just as much, I feel as they don't value our time, we just sit there looking at each other and most complaining, I keep quiet because whether you complain or not is not going to change the situation, he is going to take his sweet ass time and you just gonna have to wait your turn, don't like it? Change Doctors!!! Is as simple as that...even though is hard it is something I am considering, I can always go back if I don't like the change...

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