No matter how bad things get, regardless of how hard the situation is I have the hope that everything is going to get better.
:)
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Thursday, September 8, 2011
Enjoying my Time
Although times are hard one thing I always manage to...smile.
Monday, September 5, 2011
Long Weekend
I can't say enough about this weekend, so many wonderful things happened, feeling even better than I did before, my confidence is in full force, and what?
I was putting myself second, my feelings, my being...but now I am taking over. I was wrong about so many things and now I can see and understand many others.
Keeping myself busy is key to my success, to a better future...I am extremely happy to say, that with an almost new body to match the attitude I am going to make a sweet killing :)
I love my Master with everything that I am and hope to be but it should be reciprocal, don't you think?
For the next few weeks my schedule is full starting on Thursdays...is about time that I start getting back to reality and leave those fairy tales where they belong...I am leaving everything to fate and destiny
it was a great weekend!
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Saturday, September 3, 2011
Night out with the girls & Frank
So far trying to keep myself busy has become a serious task *grins wide* since Thursday I have been doing something each night, on a roll!!
Tonight Frank invited us to go out an of course I am always up for some serious dancing! Call me twinkle toes :)
Miss E, Mis W and I are going to enjoy our night, everyone is in a great, positive mood, music pumping, us getting charged up and Mr Frank doing the driving so we can enjoy ourselves.
Looking forward to a wonderful night out!! Everything is going to be just peachy, things are beginning to turn around...I am strong, I need me and only me, I can do this, I will rise.
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Friday, September 2, 2011
Night in w/the girls - Gossip
Been trying extremely hard to stay busy, keeping myself occupied is a very hard task this days because I feel so limited in the things I want to do.
Socializing with more people now, Lady J is back in motion after Punch Eve is out the picture; we love single Lady J, she is fun to be with and is more relaxed around other people...her X-Miss C is back in the picture after almost 4 years doing other things! Welcome Back Miss C we missed ya very much, hope we can have as much fun as we did before.
Miss W is with her lil'Fifi - she is the only one who is new in the crowd but not really! We love ya girly and only when you don't have that negative attitude which is 75% of the time, so young, so beautiful and in need of an attitude adjustment, but hey some people were born to be miserable no matter how much they got it going on!!!
Anyways...today we are just getting all together, have some drinks at W's house, sing, probably dance, drink malibu w/pineapple juice and hopefully pass the funk out :) wishful thinking...good thing is a long weekend *sighs*
My beautiful lesbians and bisexual friends always a pleasure to have a girls night in...there is always a great surprise, the laughs we share, all the gossip about work and of course Fiona (another co-worker) who is usually the main subject of all conversations, the one who makes each and every one of your working days miserable if you don't sit in her office for at least an hour each day to humor her...lol, things you have to do sometimes *rolls her eyes* we love her in our own way...nah seriously...we do for real, even though 95 % of the workplace wished death upon her there are some us that understand where she is coming from, at least we try, really we do *grins wide*
As usual we begin our evening having no idea what will transpire, one thing is for sure, we are going to laugh and have a great time :) that is what we are aiming for.
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Socializing with more people now, Lady J is back in motion after Punch Eve is out the picture; we love single Lady J, she is fun to be with and is more relaxed around other people...her X-Miss C is back in the picture after almost 4 years doing other things! Welcome Back Miss C we missed ya very much, hope we can have as much fun as we did before.
Miss W is with her lil'Fifi - she is the only one who is new in the crowd but not really! We love ya girly and only when you don't have that negative attitude which is 75% of the time, so young, so beautiful and in need of an attitude adjustment, but hey some people were born to be miserable no matter how much they got it going on!!!
Anyways...today we are just getting all together, have some drinks at W's house, sing, probably dance, drink malibu w/pineapple juice and hopefully pass the funk out :) wishful thinking...good thing is a long weekend *sighs*
My beautiful lesbians and bisexual friends always a pleasure to have a girls night in...there is always a great surprise, the laughs we share, all the gossip about work and of course Fiona (another co-worker) who is usually the main subject of all conversations, the one who makes each and every one of your working days miserable if you don't sit in her office for at least an hour each day to humor her...lol, things you have to do sometimes *rolls her eyes* we love her in our own way...nah seriously...we do for real, even though 95 % of the workplace wished death upon her there are some us that understand where she is coming from, at least we try, really we do *grins wide*
As usual we begin our evening having no idea what will transpire, one thing is for sure, we are going to laugh and have a great time :) that is what we are aiming for.
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Wednesday, August 31, 2011
2 years ago today...
Is the day we met, I was a fae and he a Satyr...today has been a day of taking a walk through memory lane, to our first week...logged into SL and took some pics for ol'times sake
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO MY PAPI! I love you mi Corazon
Monday, August 29, 2011
I still don't give up my SL
I logged in today and paid the rent, checked on Bubba - the family dog, and unfortunately didn't bother saying hello to a few of my friends...I am keeping a low profile for now, questions begin to flutter and in all honesty there are some negative people out there.
My friend MissE didn't go on with the plans of opening the SIM, RL comes first at all times, I just hope things get better for her, praying for your GuRl
I am not a constant user, my addiction died out through the years, even though I love SL I also enjoy doing other things, and like every good thing - it gets old after a while; the same story lines in almost all the places, there is so much roleplay you can do, shopping, exploration...as far as the shopping goes it only applies in SL and not in RL, just want to make that clear :)
Anyways...I hang on to my SL with the hope that I will get to spend time with my papi, but like me I think he is feeling the same way, there is so much we can do and with the limited amount of time he was coming in, well...you get my drift.
We all go through our phases when we can't get enough of a certain thing and after a while it just gets played out, we set it aside until we get on that mood again, when we go through that phase.
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Positive
Feeling extremely positive, the situation still the same but it is very different when you pay mind to something and when you dismiss it and just say "fuck it"
There is much I still don't get and trying to figure out on my own...did lots of thinking yesterday sorting out my ideas and future plans; I am not going too far into the future because things do change rather quickly around here so it is better I take it a month at a time instead of thinking two or three months ahead.
A new week has began and with it a new way of thinking and doing things. I am glad meditation can help me in more ways than one to relax and view situations in a different way, I am reaching a new level and I am enjoying it. I never thought it could possible to feel the way I have been feeling when I am done a session of meditation, the tranquility and the peace is exhilarating.
Sunday, August 28, 2011
Irene making her appearance
Irene has been making her way through the east coast since last night yet I hardly felt a thing, I slept like a rock! I woke up to the sound of the rain smacking hard against the window, I rushed over to check it out and to my amazement the trees where rocking back and forth with fury! I live on a third floor so it was a bit scary to see this.
I made a few phone calls to people I know wake up before the sun shines and they tell me this has been going on since before 6 am, I look at my clock and is close to 10:30 am...Did I sleep through all that? My friend tells me that some streets were close because of trees falling and some towns without electricity; glad we are not one of them...then the lights started flickering, minutes later the entire house went dark but it came back on after a few minutes :) happy moment.
Everyone made a huge fuzz about Irene and like every other hurricane we wait for it was just a little bust at least in our area which I am extremely grateful for and very lucky as well. Last year Earl was suppose to hit use hard, supermarkets full, the lines going out the door, same as this year, and Earl went by just waving at us :-/ just saying...In the east coast we make huge deals about storms that by now I have learned to believe it until I see it, I still have candles left from 1999 when they said the lights were going to go off at midnight, to be prepare for 2000 that it was going to be chaos...I am sure there are many people still consuming their can food from that year as well. It is scary to thing something like that is coming our way and we are not prepared for it...makes me wonder
I have some essentials in case of emergency, I am not only prepared for a catastrophe, I am prepared just in case at any given moment something happens. I don't think we will know when something big is going to hit us, just like that tornado that hit Springfield MA, nobody was expecting that! here! in the east coast, a tornado?
MSNBC post on Springfield Tornado.
We are just waiting now for the storm to pass, the wind is dieing out, the rain recently stopped, I think we are going to be alright :)
I made a few phone calls to people I know wake up before the sun shines and they tell me this has been going on since before 6 am, I look at my clock and is close to 10:30 am...Did I sleep through all that? My friend tells me that some streets were close because of trees falling and some towns without electricity; glad we are not one of them...then the lights started flickering, minutes later the entire house went dark but it came back on after a few minutes :) happy moment.
Everyone made a huge fuzz about Irene and like every other hurricane we wait for it was just a little bust at least in our area which I am extremely grateful for and very lucky as well. Last year Earl was suppose to hit use hard, supermarkets full, the lines going out the door, same as this year, and Earl went by just waving at us :-/ just saying...In the east coast we make huge deals about storms that by now I have learned to believe it until I see it, I still have candles left from 1999 when they said the lights were going to go off at midnight, to be prepare for 2000 that it was going to be chaos...I am sure there are many people still consuming their can food from that year as well. It is scary to thing something like that is coming our way and we are not prepared for it...makes me wonder
I have some essentials in case of emergency, I am not only prepared for a catastrophe, I am prepared just in case at any given moment something happens. I don't think we will know when something big is going to hit us, just like that tornado that hit Springfield MA, nobody was expecting that! here! in the east coast, a tornado?
MSNBC post on Springfield Tornado.
We are just waiting now for the storm to pass, the wind is dieing out, the rain recently stopped, I think we are going to be alright :)
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