Lost

I can't even explain how I feel...

"Lost" is the best way to explain it.

Not knowing why is even worse...


From SL to RL with Love
Punky

things are changing

not login in as much and haven't seen much of my Master, honestly...maybe is my insecurities talking, but I doubt I will see him again in a long time...


I am not a psychic but I know and can feel when something is not right...


All I want, all I need is to know what is happening, or why is it happening...


I may be blowing things out of proportion, I may not be, but silence is the worse, specially when the only tool of communication we have is email.


It is so tough...I can't even log in to SL anymore, everything reminds me of him...I wonder if one day things will remind him of me :)

From SL to RL

Luta

an off day

I really wanted to log into SL today *pouts* came home, cooked, lurked a bit, answered a few comments from the TMI Tuesday blog which I love.  I actually play every Tuesday but in my RL blog.  Yes, I have two blogs, this is more like my SL blog mixed with my RL...the other has no mention of my SL. 

Been feeling bleh, crying on and off today, might be just a hormonal thing, who knows... 

Yes, I am tired and with very good reasons, was sick for a few days, adjusting to public transportation, and of course as we all know RL always comes first!

Yes, I want to spend some time in SL, do some window shopping and actual shopping, see what other new things they have and now with Christmas approaching they are having tons of decorations...hmm? makes me wonder, how do I decorate our home?  I guess I will figure that out on Friday! I still have the socks with our names, yaaay, we have a chimney so it is peeeeeerrrfect!!!

Getting a bit excited here...going to bed, need to get up extra early!  Tired, exhausted, with very little time for things I want to do, but I feel sooo good inside, a sense of peace and satisfaction :)


From SL to RL with Love
me

Paying closer attention to RL

Not login in SL as much as I used to, RL is once again taking over and I don't mind that much, as long as I am busy I really don't mind at all.

I do show my face and say hi to my dear friends Skye and Koco, pay tier, check on my dogs and make sure they have plenty of food.

Thanksgiving was ok, other than I spent my long weekend sick, and I so wished I could have eaten everything my sister and friend sent over, unfortunately I am still feeling a bit queasy, seems like everything I try to eat I can't enjoy:(
Weather was like spring time mmmmmm, I would stick my head out the window and take a deep breath in wanting to go out and doing something different, but my tummy would not allow me to get far. I opened all the windows and just let the air circulate around the house hopefully taking away all the germs!

And but of course since tomorrow is back to work I start feeling better today :/

I must really get to bed, I have to get up at 5 and make my way to the train station, I thought I'd be driving today but things didn't go as I expected, tomorrow is another day :)

Hope everyone enjoyed their thanksgiving!!


Signing off
Punky

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Nothing much to report

I've been logging in to SL just to check on my pups.

Through the weekend I spent most of my time playing PS3 - Assassins Creed, getting ready for the new one that I will be acquiring this weekend!

My Master is already hooked on his gaming and ghost in SL, lmao, didn't take long *grins*

I have been writing more in my RL blog which I enjoy very much, I am a serious lurker so I spend tons of time while on-line reading other peoples' blog *sighs* I just enjoy knowing about the dynamics of Master & slave relationships, D/s relationships, their different point of view, how they handle certain situations! It is just amazing :)

Have an amazing day everyone!!

From SL to RL with love
Asvid

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Exploring and Enjoying

Past few days I have been just lingering all about SL trying to stay busy and motivated.  Among my explorations I visited Costa Rica which is a wonderful SIM, there are so many things to do and see there, I love it!  Such wonderful built and very well put together may I add.

I went to K&D (club) to visit and spend time with my friend Skye, they had a tat and tail contest which I won - 1st place baby!!! yaayyy!! I made 300L's on that...hehehe AWESOME! and of course - had a wonderful time dancing and going crazy!! meeooowww! only thing I have to complain about is the fact that their dance ball needs some serious update!

I've been login in to spend time with my BioBreed pups, keeping an eye on gema waiting for her to become fertile in order to mate with bubba! I want puppies!!!

Master has been busy in RL so he is not login in as much, but he drops by when he can to keep an eye on his girl *grins wide*

I love that man!!!

When he is not around I am either chilling with my dogs or I go SIM hopping - cheking out new stores, new products, gardens etc.

I went to a club (forgot the name) and had an alright time, music was pumping but the dances sucked! I need a dance HUD...ah! that is exactly what I am going to do today *makes a note of it*. 

I don't know if anyone remembers Bad Girls Dance Club - used to be a BDSM club that was pumping and full all day!  I remember visiting this place back in 2007 and crashing left and right because of all the people, couldn't even move around the dance floor, it was lagnation!! that is how full it used to be, guess I am going to explore today and see if its there, so much has changed through the years...for all I  know it might no longer be there...

Time to do some exploring and shopping!

From SL to RL with love
Punky

Masters' New Toy!

hehe...


Masters' new toy is the 360 and boy is he hooked!

I notice my Master is like a kid in some ways, when he gets a new toy he is just so excited and into it seems like there is no room for anything else. His attention span is limited and I can understand why, I get the same way...but with a bit of a difference - I can actually do 2 things at the same time *winks*.

Ever since he received his gift when on-line with me he tries to multi-task...well, more like putting me off here and there cause he is too much into the game and the new gadgets it has *grins wide* little does he know I had been there and done that and already had my 360 fix during the summer hehehe...My son and friends would gather at my house every Friday to compete, try new games, etc., in other words - I had my time with it and is sorta out of my system :)

Our moments together are limited to a few hours a day and that is only when we get to see each other because there will be days we don't have the luxury to spend any quality time at all. 
I don't mind just being logged in and standing next to him, to me all that matters is that I am with him, I appreciate our moments together whether it is 1 minute or 1 hour, time with him is priceless.

At least I know how my Master gets when he acquires a new toy...when the time comes that this doll is put in his hands he will explore every little gadget that I come with, hit and press all my buttons, oh and I also work on voice command and if he gets it right I probably can be trained to work on looks and hand signals!

I love my hooked on Xbox 360 Papi!

Papi & His girl

I aim to please

I always hit the target...

I always achieve my goals


from SL to RL with love
Punky