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I went home to pay tier today...was 2 days late, I forgot to pay it yesterday when I logged in, hehe, glad my landlord is very understanding, well, I am one of his oldest tenants in that land as well...and I was thinking of moving...we will see how that goes.

I logged in most of my av's today, but can't remember Ishtars' PW to save my life and that really sucks, I really like her and it will be a shame if I don't get to log her in :(

Going through tons of changes inside, all for the best, what doesn't kill us makes us stronger...haaaa!!! in the meantime I feel like a piece of me dies with each day...go figure!!

From SL to RL
Punky

Punky

HAWT ASS!

Making contact

He made contact today, my Master has been in the hospital for a week and I had no way of knowing, feeling like crap thinking he just gave me the boot :(

I hope he can find it in his heart to forgive me for jumping into conclusions and assuming...ugh

I keep login into SL, Gema (my dog) keeps having pups, I have six already, what am I suppose to do with them?  And if I give'm away I need to make sure it is someone who will take good care of them.

I could sell them but dang, I am attached and I haven't even seen what they look like!  hehe...but I bet they will be cute!

Time to hit the sheets, haven't slept for almost a week and I need some serious shut eyes!

I need to do some shopping, and also thinking of relocating, I do love our home but I really need a change, that is something I have to discuss with my Master when he is around.

Goodnight to all...You know...it doesn't even feel like it was Christmas a week ago, how odd is that?!  Well, to my defense, I don't have much recollection of the past week, most of it is a blur...a painful blur.

From SL to RL with love
Punky

Nothing works

I have tried for almost a week and nothing has helped...

There are more questions than answers and that is why I am feeling the way that I am.

I have been going to SL this past few days, not because I am thinking I am going to see him for I know it will be a long time for that to happen, but it also helps out to clear my head...playing PS3 has also helped me so much, during the sequence of the games I have not time to think because when I do I just break down...

Papi, what happened?

Since I don't know what really went on and what is happening I am just going to stay positive, keep meditating and just wait for him to let me know, but until that day comes, I am still his (prove is on the crotch). 

My heart tells me not to let go...I am listening to my heart


From SL to RL with love
me

Lost

I can't even explain how I feel...

"Lost" is the best way to explain it.

Not knowing why is even worse...


From SL to RL with Love
Punky

things are changing

not login in as much and haven't seen much of my Master, honestly...maybe is my insecurities talking, but I doubt I will see him again in a long time...


I am not a psychic but I know and can feel when something is not right...


All I want, all I need is to know what is happening, or why is it happening...


I may be blowing things out of proportion, I may not be, but silence is the worse, specially when the only tool of communication we have is email.


It is so tough...I can't even log in to SL anymore, everything reminds me of him...I wonder if one day things will remind him of me :)

From SL to RL

Luta

an off day

I really wanted to log into SL today *pouts* came home, cooked, lurked a bit, answered a few comments from the TMI Tuesday blog which I love.  I actually play every Tuesday but in my RL blog.  Yes, I have two blogs, this is more like my SL blog mixed with my RL...the other has no mention of my SL. 

Been feeling bleh, crying on and off today, might be just a hormonal thing, who knows... 

Yes, I am tired and with very good reasons, was sick for a few days, adjusting to public transportation, and of course as we all know RL always comes first!

Yes, I want to spend some time in SL, do some window shopping and actual shopping, see what other new things they have and now with Christmas approaching they are having tons of decorations...hmm? makes me wonder, how do I decorate our home?  I guess I will figure that out on Friday! I still have the socks with our names, yaaay, we have a chimney so it is peeeeeerrrfect!!!

Getting a bit excited here...going to bed, need to get up extra early!  Tired, exhausted, with very little time for things I want to do, but I feel sooo good inside, a sense of peace and satisfaction :)


From SL to RL with Love
me

Paying closer attention to RL

Not login in SL as much as I used to, RL is once again taking over and I don't mind that much, as long as I am busy I really don't mind at all.

I do show my face and say hi to my dear friends Skye and Koco, pay tier, check on my dogs and make sure they have plenty of food.

Thanksgiving was ok, other than I spent my long weekend sick, and I so wished I could have eaten everything my sister and friend sent over, unfortunately I am still feeling a bit queasy, seems like everything I try to eat I can't enjoy:(
Weather was like spring time mmmmmm, I would stick my head out the window and take a deep breath in wanting to go out and doing something different, but my tummy would not allow me to get far. I opened all the windows and just let the air circulate around the house hopefully taking away all the germs!

And but of course since tomorrow is back to work I start feeling better today :/

I must really get to bed, I have to get up at 5 and make my way to the train station, I thought I'd be driving today but things didn't go as I expected, tomorrow is another day :)

Hope everyone enjoyed their thanksgiving!!


Signing off
Punky

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