A night of dancing, talking...a great time

I was dancing away at Ambrosia! great club and music, atmosphere is wonderful and i will def be going there more often!!
Love their dances, the atmosphere, the people seem to be fun, I just need to learn to speak up more!  a Guy tried hitting on me and had to set him straight

Judah217: hai.
zwarteroos: hello
Judah217: You look so gorgeous ZRoos
Judah217: how are you?
zwarteroos: thank you Judah! i am doing well and yourself?
Judah217: i want sex .. can i have you?
zwarteroos: read my profile buddy
zwarteroos: not here for sex
Judah217: ahh okie
Judah217: ahm,. how old are you ?
zwarteroos: old enough to probably be your mother and teach you manners
Judah217: sorry mother.. for all what i have said..
zwarteroos: next time read a profile before approaching for sex, not everyone here is looking for the same...go to a sex hub if you wanna get laid
Judah217 : sorry
zwarteroos: thanks for apologizing and accepted :)
Judah217: I m  very embarassed.. for what i've said
zwarteroos: you should be, it is not nice to say hi, i wanna have sex with you...manners above all
Judah217: SORRY

**Fucking noobs!!

After some IM'ing and planning, I went home, got my night gown on and off to sweethearts to dance!!

I had another great night of dancing!

Also spoke to my sweet Skye and my Koco checked up on me :)

I love my dear friends, and very glad to welcome some new ones.

Tre is a true gentleman, many years in SL 2006, sweet, caring, fun, funny, and we have a blast together!

Tre: you are able to pull my romantic part
zwarteroos: thank you
Tre: I love that
Tre: we're harmonic together
zwarteroos: indeed
Tre: strange to me
zwarteroos: how so?
Tre: it doesn't happen too often

**I guess I inspire that type of feeling on people :)

Tomorrow, out to meet more people and interact

I did say I was going to make this life different, didn't I?

From SL to RL
Zroos

girls hang out :)

my beauties :)

and proud of them

I can't get away from Punky no matter what I do and how hard I try, she is just sooo hot!!!

Gorgeous girls!!
I love them :)

although there is something missing, a void...I know it will be filled one day, I have hope, and faith, and I truly believe in destiny!

From SL to RL with love
Asvid, Punky, and Zroos

 

Garden of Dreams

I am a total sucker for gardens, and this place is amazing...

prior to teleporting there i was looking for a club to go to and dance...i noticed this 50's place, at the moment didn't sound familiar, but since I love my oldies, i tp there...when i went around the corner and noticed it was a place where he and I went...i couldn't even find the tp button!
began to shake and my stomach turned, mouth was sour, and I rushed  home

After a few minutes of venting with myself I looked for gardens, soft music and a place to relax and just deal with my thoughts, my feelings, and emotions.

Even with a new life, he is still in me, with me...every where I go.

from SL
Zroos

a night of pictures...

unedited!!

Zroos
con el corazon en la mano!

from SL to RL
RosaNegra

Just a day old

I have no work today, but I am at work...LOL

to kill time I logged in Zroos, my black rose :) and she is such a great hit

She is different from all the AV's so far I have created.

and she is beautiful!!

lounging



what else but thinking about him...*sighs*



at home, about to try on some new/free clothes :)

I created Asvid but I have not logged her in much, I just wanted to claim the name and make sure I do a copyright on that name, still kicking my ass for not doing the same with Atiya.

SL feels empty although I am surrounded by people...

I can't commit to RP, I dislike that type of commitment, specially if I have to be on a schedule.  But thinking about it.
I am still with UT minor, is more like a family SIM :) and we are all regulars there...

Taking Zroos a different way though...but while i figure that out, I will keep moving on, around and see what develops.

Also in RL i am dedicating an hour a day, so far, to playing Assassins Creed 3, it just keeps getting better and better!!! mmmmmmmmmmmm not to brag but i am so good at it!!! hehehee

Back to SL!!

Empty...so Empty...

Out Dancing

I can say there are still some nice gentleman out there, respectful, smart and full of wonderful conversations!!

I built up enough courage and just went for it!!

I went to Sweethearts - they took out the boat, looks different.  Was not there for 5 minutes when a gentleman says hi and asks me to dance, reluctant at first I accepted and very glad I did!

Tre
Thank you for the evening of fun and laughs!

I like the way you view things and life, my dancing partner!!
We agreed if we bump heads in SL we are going out dancing!!

Because of time zone issues he had to go to bed...so I went SIM hopping!! looking for Jazz music of course!

I hopped to another SIM and there I met Hans, but after dancing for a while and talking it was only obvious he was there for one reason only....
yes, get laid

Still, had a great time, they had great music at that place!!

Great night in SL after all

Zroos

A bit more daring, getting out of the shell!

Trapped, no where out, no where to go...alone, afraid to go out into the world

caged in my emotions, unsure, which way to go, where to start, where to begin

In a box, wanting to get out, wanting to escape, to be more daring, to be more bold

and while I played around, pondering on what to do...



I sat, and still couldn't figure it out, I knew I looked fabulous, that is for sure

Moving from one place to another, nothing was coming to mind...scared to interact with others

Why if I am such a social butterfly in RL it is hard for me to actually just come out and be social in SL, i have my few friends, that no matter what life I take on, they will always be there.

Finally, after having my eyes closed for a while I decided to open them!



Everything was clear all around, even my mind!! I just went with my gut and oh what a wonderful night full of dance and conversations!!!



So I went out on the town......

Meet Asvid

MissE says "when I am feeling bleh, I want to get creative" so she creates different characters...

Some people to start out new, like the saying "get out with the old, get into the new" and since our old lives brings memories, we move on by creating different characters..

on 11/9/2012
Asvid Resident was born.

Why Asvid?  it is written in this blog already, it is the roleplay character name for Punky, I really wanted Atiya because it is a name I use often, even my RL blog, but someone had already claimed it "darn it"
Since I have been sporting the name Asvid for quite some time in SL I decided to give it a try, and it was available, lucky me!! i can get to claim a name I have used for like...I don't know 2 years by far :)

I know I can't erase the memories by creating a new av, but all the rest is a reminder of him, so I am going to start a bit fresh for now.
Of course my fave AV's will be logged in from time to time, like Kryystall, Cielo, Punky, Mayia, Aliexx, no doubt about that...i know is going to take time to adjust.

I know it is selfish of me to say, but I do hope we don't bump heads for now...I hope we are not logged in at the same time because I know exactly how I am going to feel...and honestly, I am weak when it comes to this man, although we are not together, I still wear his brand, and in some sorta way, i still feel his, I haven't even had the heart to remove my collars, and they will stay on, and they will remain under his name...that I don't want to change.

Back to creating, back to seen what mess I can get myself into, this time around in SL, I am going to be daring!!

from SL to RL
Asvid