To my Dear SL

I am sorry I have been putting you off, it is not my intention but at the moment RL is a bit of a priority to me.

I am happy to inform that the pain is less, although I still feel that certain sensation in my tummy when i log in it is getting better every day.

SL & RL will continue...at the moment I must prioritize...

:)

Still in love with my SL

Sent from my Windows Phone

my cutie...my Asvid :)

she is just so petite

so innocent

so different

so beautiful

in her eyes she bares the sadness she carries inside at the moment :)

hehe, someone tried to collar her today...
step back gentlemen, this beauty is all mine :)
WhiteSilk and totally restricted!

From SL to RL 

The Real Asvid

Lately in SL and RP...

I have not been in the RP mood lately, which is one of the reasons I don't like to commit to any SIM, any groups, and to say the least to RP.

There are days I am too busy to log into SL

Things come up...

I was once committed to my Master and rearrange my schedule to fit his so we can spend time together since it was so restricted and limited.

Aside from that...I have not been doing so well, more quiet than ever and really don't feel like interacting much this days, RL and SL.

I sometimes log in hoping to be invisible...just play around with clothes, hair, shoes and pics...soon I might be changing the property, don't know to what, cause i am in love with this house, but might get a different living room set...

who knows, i have an awesome basement, so tasty for some torturing gadgets, yum yum...

have a Z day!!!

I can't wait....

I can't wait for time to pass by,

I can't wait for all just to be a memory,

I can't wait for the day i log in and it doesn't hurt

really, I can't wait...

I can't wait to think of him and feel nothing

I can't wait to wake up and not look at my email hoping to hear from him

I can't wait for the day when I wake up and he is not in my thoughts

really, I can't wait...

I can't wait to stop hurting,

I can't wait to stop crying,

I can't wait to stop loving him,

really, I can't wait

I can't wait...

for all of it just to be a beautiful memory

Really...I can't wait

From SL to RL
Asvid Aravir

Decorating for Christmas

hard

is the one word that comes to mind...

This Christmas is going to be hard in SL and RL.

I was going through the decorations and found our socks :(

Couldn't help the knot in my throat, and the emptiness in my heart and soul...the tears running down...I logged off, I couldn't handle it!

Today I am feeling much better :)

and the Christmas spirit on...I don't have as many decorations as I had at our old place in Marthas Vineyard...

Old house - Martha's Vineyard (MA)

hehe, but i do have a tree and a few decorations at the new place...

is cute, no snow, i need to find out how to do that...even though I don't mind living in a tropical place either...hehehe

Lonely from SL to RL
P 

a reason why we are called "Panthers" ;-p

hey, you never know, we can probably turn into them as well...hehehe

Lanay with the Panther...

From SL to RL
Panther girl

More pics from Forest Moon :)

Ashley - Forest Moon Healer

Kara

Renee

Aiden

Adami

Marti

Cyn

Lunatic and Felina



Semm Kamala and Aanna

Cielo gets Capped!!!

Our tribe was holding two Di'Jan captives, I don't know how they arrived to Forest Moon, but in order to get capped you have to be doing something wrong...not following rules, or trying to cap one of ours.

I went to check on them in the dungeon and see what was going on.  The sisters where handling them perfectly so I left.

When I get to the top of the camp we noticed an army at the docks!! (i know i am exaggerating a bit, but they were more of them than ours, so it did seem like an army to me!!)

As they were gathering to attack us I rushed to the island to shoot from the top, and guess what?
I GOT LOST!!!

Couldn't find my way to the top, just going around in circles...

I was safe! but watching the camp been taken over by all of them and my sisters getting capped, I just couldn't stand there and do nothing!!

I took the slide down to camp and tried to do the best I could but in the end I was taken down as well.

I am not sure but I think they left one of the sisters behind, another sister and I were taken to the Di'Jan camp, the journey was a bit long and cold!!!

Naked, cold, hurt, I was taken to a place where they had a fire....the woman was nice enough to lay me next to the fire to warm up, feet frozen and my skin red from the cold.

Aur, she is the slave of their tribe warmed me up, took care of me...there was a male slave there too *growls* he touched my legs and looking at the tattoos that adorns my body! I was so mad been touched by him!!

Mela the lady holding me captive took good care of me as well, she was not mean, but she changed my name from cielo to candy...hehe, cause i am sweet like that I guess...LOL
but not only she tried taking my name away but wanted to send our EN a message.
She actually had me choose, branding or piercing...of course I went with piercing, branding is something permanent...while piercing i can just take them off.

Aur prepared everything for my piercings, I was put on a cross...I was given something for the pain and numbing, and ouch ouch ouch!! my clit and nipples were pierced.  Aur did a wonderful job keeping me calmed and helped kept my mind off the procedure that was been done to me.

After the piercings, i was thrown in a cell until my sisters came and traded 3 barrels of paga for my other sister and I!

***Great night of RP!  I am enjoying my time with the tribe, everyone is wonderful, helpful, and great to be around...oh and best part of it...NO DRAMA!!!***

It was a great day!!

From SL to RL
Cielo