Tales of an Avatar in Love

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

a bit harder to explore

Before, when I wanted to go to a place that I didn't dare go Fox was at my side to help me get through it.

Now I am on my own and is hard to go to certain places...
I am not in SL for sex, or have sexual adventures but I have to admit some of the best thrills in SL have to do with sex or something motivated by it...
Aside from sparring of course *grins*

I really need to break free somehow, not be so shy, but it is the way I am wired.
Sex is something personal to me, not just to satisfy a need, it has to be intimate, and feelings involved, and I think that is my problem.

I don't know how to separate RL from SL
my AV is me! my personality...how can I separate?

How?

There are places I go to but I feel more comfortable when i go with someone else, specially a man who will protect me, and be there with just a push of a button or an IM.

Not a trouble maker by far
I keep to myself most times
I can't believe I am so shy in SL when I am not even close to been shy in RL! DUH!!

My friends keep telling me that I have many AV's to pick from to go out and play with...true that!

Which one should I choose?

Still undecided
I think I am going to look for a mentor, someone who will help me work through this issue.

I may have to log in an AV with no collar...
Still owned by Fox, and I am not changing that any time soon...(most my AV's are)
May have to look around my AV collection LOL...there should be one there that is good for the job, but they look so fragile, and so cute haha!!
maybe Asvid, Zroos, or even Ana, I will have to check on that...

Monday, January 7, 2013

Coffee at The Beach House

Good Morning Blogger World and SL

A new week begins.

Having an early morning coffee at the beach house, enjoying the view around the other properties.
Door and window open so I will not miss the sun coming up :)

how nice, doing the same thing in SL as I am in RL hehe, except I don't have bikinis on iRL

Don't know yet what this week will bring RL or SL, but sure will make the best of it.

Asvid has become quite popular *cute*!!
I am still shy, working on it
a working progress, but I will get it down packed

Determination is one of my strength.

From the Beach House
Punky

Sunday, January 6, 2013

:)

Asvid

Sun Bathing at night ;-p

waited for the sun to come out
skinny dipping...is a great idea, specially at night

Do you think the neighbors mind?

nah!!

found a new store! in love with their products

"What next" - great prices, free stuff, love the poses, the store in-world is very cute, love it!!
they have tons of products in Marketplace as well.

Time to go, getting harassed...*grins*

*slides her hands up from her neck to her cheecks, fingers through her soft hair, a grin on her full lips letting out a soft scream*
"should be a sin to look this good naked"

haha

Toodles

Casa de Playa ~my getaway~

I still have some furniture to go, but is coming along :)

Also changing Ray...I found the most exquisite house!!! OMG!! I cant wait til Friday/next weekend hehehe, redecorating the entire property....

*sighs*

P.