Been feeling completely out of my element and the only wish I have is to be my happy self...I need to organize myself and I know I am going to need the help of my Master...I am afraid to ask wondering what his answer will be :/ but I have to start somewhere.
I don't like to depend on others, the only person I can truly say I depended on and I can always go crawling back to without any shame in my game is my mom, but having to ask a man for help, damn, it is the hardest thing I will ever have to do.
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