a Lycan most of the time and always roaming Gor, and at times at Ultima Thule chilling withe me or on his own.
He is my protector, a friend and my room-mate *giggles*
but
he calls me Mistress!!
I spoke to minx today and she will make herself available to be with me whenever possible. That is very nice of her, we are going to start exploring some places together and really looking forward to that!
Cielo is back.
Feeling much better, I can try doing some RP, get back on the swing on things a few days a week.
Everything is coming together in SL and RL, I still have some to go, in the end I know I am going to be stronger...will be hard to trust anyone, you can thank Fox for that, but I guess trust is something that needs to be earned through time as well. Before, I would give the person the benefit of the doubt, but after this experience I already feel completely different, i am suspicious about everyone, I feel as if everyone is out to get me and hurt me, and I know it is wrong to feel like that, not everyone is as cold as Fox, and not everyone will fuck me over and do me wrong as he did, still, I am just been careful.
I am not bitter
no longer angry
I am calling it as I see it. It is really hard to get over the fact when you have trusted someone so deeply as I trusted him and getting burned in such way.
My problem with him is the fact we discussed so many times that if he wanted to move on to be honest and upfront with me, and he always said he will never, ever, do something like that to me, but it was easier to lie, hide, and hurt my feelings, than to be someone honorable, truthful, and a man of his word.
In reality, and to me...all a man have is his Word, when he loses that, he aint got shit! (what does that tell you?)
From SL to RL
Miss P
