Before, when I wanted to go to a place that I didn't dare go Fox was at my side to help me get through it.
Now I am on my own and is hard to go to certain places...
I am not in SL for sex, or have sexual adventures but I have to admit some of the best thrills in SL have to do with sex or something motivated by it...
Aside from sparring of course *grins*
I really need to break free somehow, not be so shy, but it is the way I am wired.
Sex is something personal to me, not just to satisfy a need, it has to be intimate, and feelings involved, and I think that is my problem.
I don't know how to separate RL from SL
my AV is me! my personality...how can I separate?
How?
There are places I go to but I feel more comfortable when i go with someone else, specially a man who will protect me, and be there with just a push of a button or an IM.
Not a trouble maker by far
I keep to myself most times
I can't believe I am so shy in SL when I am not even close to been shy in RL! DUH!!
My friends keep telling me that I have many AV's to pick from to go out and play with...true that!
Which one should I choose?
Still undecided
I think I am going to look for a mentor, someone who will help me work through this issue.
I may have to log in an AV with no collar...
Still owned by Fox, and I am not changing that any time soon...(most my AV's are)
May have to look around my AV collection LOL...there should be one there that is good for the job, but they look so fragile, and so cute haha!!
maybe Asvid, Zroos, or even Ana, I will have to check on that...
