I'm an auntie!

my SL in 2014

I am not as active as I wish I was in SL in some ways of course.

Finding time to log in has become a challenge, life is getting busy by the moment and although I enjoy going into SL most of my friends are on the same path, outgrowing SL.
There are a few that are still around but too busy with their own things.

Still saddens me knowing Koco gave it up.  Even though we didn't talk every single day it was always nice knowing she was always there.

I miss MissE, I need to hit her up one of this days when I log in.

MacK is having computer issues and hopefully those will be solved soon, she is one reason why I enjoy login in, teaching her things, conversation and our detective work!

checked on Spot at the boathouse, he is doing wonderful.
I Love the feel of that place, love to be surrounded by water and I still have to take my boat out and do some sailing.
But first, I need to get my computer all set up before I do that, it is having a few issues.

Went to the Aravir Home, is the longest residence we have lived at, and it is a pleasure to visit there.  Specially when I didn't visit for a long time.
Memories of my Master and I there :)

I am so thrilled this days with my RL that I can't stay still...and it is just wow!!

From RL with love
Punky

Weekly Logins...

....not all the way LOL

I log in a few times a week and most times is to spend time with MacK.

Koco has not been around and says that she has given up SL and as long her stores pays for itself she will keep it, the day that it doesn't then Kajira Kajirae will be going out of business :(

Misse is not around either and Azure Twist belongs to someone else I believe, I TP there last week and nothing around.  bummer :(

my Master and I have a beautiful place which I call the boathouse, I am actually looking for a better place with water to sail but at the moment there is nothing I like so far.
As long as my Owner is happy and comfortable, that he can log in to a comfy and cozy home I feel I have done my job as his slave.
Keeping him happy and meeting his needs in SL and RL - I aim to please

is 2014 and so many great things are coming...I can feel it.

How Much Longer?

I have not logged in as often, let me be honest by saying and admitting that when things ended with Fox it also killed the love I had for Second Life

Still hurts login in, knowing that he may be in SL, logged in with alt because he is avoiding me hurts even more.  I try not to think about him but I do associate SL with the relationship we had.

I can't believe after all this time he still lives in me, he wanders in my thoughts and I love him today the same way I loved him a year ago, the respect level is very different, and I don't think of him as highly as I used to either...guess that is what happens when we are deceived.

I try getting out, I try going to places but there is no use, nothing is the same, nothing feels the same yet I will not give up SL with the hopes that maybe sooner than later I will get over him.

How much longer do I have to wait?

it is unreal to me that I can't yank him out of me.  I don't look for him, I stay away from him, and the few times I have written I regret it after because the way I feel when I see a letter from him is disgusting!  (smh)

From RL

me

SL activity level...Low

yes, again, no motivation to log in at all!!

RL is great, can't complaint.  Other than having to deal with a human size insect and still I think I am giving such thing credit and insulting the insect population by calling her that, everything is just wonderful :)

I gave up the property I had and loved and decorated my Linden home, and it looks fabulous!!

raaaight that is gorgeous??

i still have to see another place that looks as hot as mine..!! at least a linden home with only 112 prims!!
haaa!!
and I still have about 56 prims left *grins*

From SL cause I am logged in spending time with my Koco
Punky!

Firestorm Viewer

Don't like it at all, what a waste of computer space, of course this is my personal opinion.

I have been using Phoenix Viewer for a while and can't remember it ever crashing, and the first day using Firestorm I crashed.

Phoenix is not doing well either, when I try to use any pose it doen't work, I removed all of my AO's, even went naked, hair and all, still, nothing...thinking of re-installing it again, and of course removing Firestorm.

SL viewer is out of the question...

From RL
Punky

More of SL this days

I have seen much of SL this days, with the return of Misse and a title to defend "Best fighter in Thule" I must be logged in...

This "Best" fighter thing is getting to my head *grins*

Firestorm and Phoenix are not the greatest to be logged in this past few days, lagging like crazy, can't sit down, some animations don't work, I have to be switching between them...augh, really a pain!  but at least i can say that Phoenix never crashes on me, so I am not a fan of Firestorm.

I am still planning to see what I am going to do at my house, I was thinking of giving up the property since there is always an issue with the land and my payments, never had that issue before...but I don't like to move around much, I have til friday to decide what I am going to do...until then I am not going to set anything on the property and keep it simple.

Feeling happy at Thule :) love it there so much!!

daughter is also back in SL, now we have to fight over the computer, cause she loves the place just as much as I do, ehehe

danced a bit at Bejazzed, I always had a thing for jazz.  thanks for the dance.

so far so good, there are moments that I hit a bump, moments I reminisce, think back, and I miss, then I look ahead, I shake myself and those thoughts and I am fine.

I just wonder when will I be fine all the time, and not just some times.

From SL to RL
Asvid

my dear Koco

ohh boy

may the priest kings never allow us to set foot in Gor together, all earth will break loose.

just saying....

ya know

Baddest Bitch in Thule

Guessed that raight!!
moi
Asvid Aravir!

Guess I was not as bad as I thought with the sword
beat Fimbul 2x
odin 2x
Harald 2x
Dal 2x

to say the least I was on a doing it up!!

Beginners luck?
could be...but by Odin I was kicking ass!!!

Things can change tomorrow of course, I will be getting challenged by experience fighters, I picked up a sword and I just happened to be good that day, might be a different story today, or tomorrow.

but for now, I am so enjoying this victory and seen my name up on that board!!
mwwahahaha

from sl to rl
Asvid the "redbush"

Gaming

I don't log in Second Life as often as I would like to...I lost interest and love for it...I guess my SL phase went down a lot after the partnership with Fox ended, and still everything around is a reminder of what it used to be, I dislike that feeling so very much.

I miss my friends and I wish I could log in and have some interaction and probably meet other people, but I want to stay away...it is easy to fall for someone in SL, oh yes, it happened to me, and although it was a wonderful experience, I do have my regrets, I wish that love and reason could work together for a change, instead of love blinding my reasoning to make the right decisions in my life and what is best for my heart. (man, do I have REGRETS!)

A way that I am spending some of my free time and even losing sleep for (can't sleep much this days) is by playing PS3 the walking dead

kinda cool, we have a system for every room in the house...from nintendo - playstation LOL, although we have an Xbox I don't use it, not into the kinect, not into Xbox period...my son only uses it to play Halo which is not made for PS3.

My game days are changing, I used to take time to log into SL and also play PS3, perhaps I am getting older, or is just my down time...I have those a few times a year.

oh well....

I paid tier today, it just feels so weird to log in, and everyone missing anyways LOL!

My friends are really not into SL as much as they used to be, maybe they are also getting older (LMAO)

WoWsers!!!!

Everyone have a most wonderful weekend!!


from SL
Punky

SWASHBUCKLERS is Open!

I have been knowing this for a while now!

After making such a fuzz about Swashbucklers closing I forgot to even mention she came back and better than ever!!

Mainstore is at SWASHBUCKLERS Village (sorry couldn't get the TP location onto my blog, but will be working on that)

She also made a new store that is 99l or less :)

A full perm item store as well!

If you joined the group is well worth it.
Arabella provides her customers and group members with free items...that is so nice of her.

I have a folder full of the items...when I remember have more time I probably will take pics of such items.  they are worth it!

Happy Shopping!

Punky

Missing my SL & Friends

And a few more updates.

Met up with my x-SL Husband and we talked, to clear the waters.

Not going to get into details, but feeling much better about a lot of things.

Unable to log in and/or spend quality time in SL at the moment, RL still busy, brother will be leaving next weekend and I can go back to my routines :)

Til then...

Enjoy



Sent from my Windows Phone

Wrong mead

was serving two guests at the Inn

Gave them the wrong mead...Ooops

they looked very well rested when they woke up, is all I have to say.

hehe

From SL
Punky

School Girl

Ready to go out!!

My girly girl was already waiting for me to teach me some hoe manners! she says I need to learn to let go and have fun and not be so prude...lol

"is a second life pussy" she says!

so I crossed my fingers and to have fun I went!

 



Looking fab in my uniform!

I made sure I packed all I needed
Books
Pen
Pencils
Candy
Lube...

The ass looks magnificient!!

excuse the baby...she was having a moment!

*giggles*
that's what happens when school girls get spanked!!
What an awesome night!
thank you all who made it possible...
Lucky girl for having such great friends!

Had a great time, learned new things!
Met new people, new places, AMAZING!!
haha
What an experience!!

**i had a busted day in RL but my SL made up for it!

Asvid

mmmmm the things that are to come :)

...so sweet,

Thinking of the future,

Of amazing things to come,

I just want to thank Karma, and all the sweet delights that surrounds her!

Amazing, isn't it?

From SL to RL with much, much love
Punky and all the rest(s) of me!

To my Dear SL

I am sorry I have been putting you off, it is not my intention but at the moment RL is a bit of a priority to me.

I am happy to inform that the pain is less, although I still feel that certain sensation in my tummy when i log in it is getting better every day.

SL & RL will continue...at the moment I must prioritize...

:)

Still in love with my SL

Sent from my Windows Phone

Lately in SL and RP...

I have not been in the RP mood lately, which is one of the reasons I don't like to commit to any SIM, any groups, and to say the least to RP.

There are days I am too busy to log into SL

Things come up...

I was once committed to my Master and rearrange my schedule to fit his so we can spend time together since it was so restricted and limited.

Aside from that...I have not been doing so well, more quiet than ever and really don't feel like interacting much this days, RL and SL.

I sometimes log in hoping to be invisible...just play around with clothes, hair, shoes and pics...soon I might be changing the property, don't know to what, cause i am in love with this house, but might get a different living room set...

who knows, i have an awesome basement, so tasty for some torturing gadgets, yum yum...

have a Z day!!!