Tuesday, October 18, 2011

2 days of login in

Master is back!!

For how long?  in SL only he knows, in my RL he is here to stay - of course I have hopes that he still feels the same way.

Once again he is exploring and doing his thang *smiles*, we visited a few sims; capture, rape, etc., and met a girl whom he took home and under his wing, of course it was discussed prior to doing so and the girl is non-restricted.  I don't feel I have much to worry about.

At first I had a bit of a problem with it because he has been away for a long time and would like to rekindle much that we have missed, besides, Master is known to have ghost tendencies and poof in and out of SL for long periods of time, and his life can get quite busy :( at the same time I thought it would be selfish to say something at that moment, I really wanted to think about the situation and how it could affect us 'me'.  Again, that is the greedy side of me talking since I would like to keep him all for myself, can I be blamed?  feels like forever since we were together.

I slept on it for a while and thought about it while doing a few tasks, and came to my own conclusions.  Yes, I have some fears that he will meet someone and eventually will not want me, especially since we are in a long distance relationship, finding someone close to home would be more convenient for him :(

I enjoy seen him in SL, doing things, exploring, discovering, and it is something we probably will continue to do when we move in together (wishful thinking).  I love our SL life - we have the opportunity to explore different aspects we can't experience in RL at the moment, so it is an advantage you might say.  I know that no matter how many people arrive what we have is irreplaceable, we have stuck with each other through thick and thin and after 2 years we are still holding strong :)

We have trust, communication, and much respect, we make a great team and we are open with each other, I know if I feel uncomfortable in a situation I can speak my mind and he will be there to listen and understand and of course vice versa.

From SL to RL with Love

Punky