Wednesday, June 15, 2011

Returning Home


When RL kicks in SL becomes just that...second.  We all have our responsibilities and some more than others, for one reason or another it makes it difficult in our busy schedule to set time to splurge on the things we want to do.  In some cases we are doing so many things at once that we have to set a schedule to fit all of our activities and dedicate time to each and everyone of them.

I really thought it would be a long time for me to see him again.  The last time we spent time together in SL was in February and unexpectedly on May 31st he shows up :)

Man I was happy, still happy, he comes in every time he gets a chance to spend time with me, of course I try to make his time here enjoyable, he sails and explores Port Charles or Jabberwock, maybe do some shopping, role-play, explore; sometimes I go with him but there are times I stay behind.

Don't get me wrong, I enjoy been with him and I would love to suck up all of his time but he doesn't get to enjoy SL as much as I do and there are things he probably wants to do on his own and we are on IM and never too far from each other.  I enjoy seen him happy, content, comfortable and relaxed...he is after all my Master, my Owner and with that said his happiness means the world to me.

Through thick and thin I will stand by him, not only as his woman but also as his slave, I swore to protect him, to love him, to desire him, to obey him, to be faithful, and above all respect him.

I have no secrets for him, I am an open book in his eyes and until now through distance and time nobody knows me like he does and I wouldn't want it any other way :)

I love you mi Capitan.



Mama Allpa HUD..oh & Punky is pregnant

He went and got us Mama Allpa HUDs, to say the least 4 days later Punky was pregnant!!! oh boy...This HUD will make you experience menstruation, fertility, conception, pregnancy, if you don't want to get pregnant you can always use the pill which is free at the clinic they have.  The male will not know if you are taking it (just in case you are wondering).
Another great feature is the paternity test, you get pregnant and want to know who the father is, or prove the guy he is the father, it is easy, go to the clinic and stand next to the father and you can run the test! (haha, sounds like the Maury Show).
They have other attachments you can also use with the HUD as well...the website is at the bottom of the blog in case you wanna check it out.

10 weeks
So I am trying to figure out this baby business deal in SL, we did have a baby once but it was when we lived in Therabithia for someone else to take over after the baby was of age (a few days in SL time), her name is/was Katy! It was all for role-play purpose...meet Katy!!


She is a Honeydew baby! I think they have wonderful features compare to some of the ones they have out there *makes a funny face*.  This time around we are going for a Zooby baby, and they also have the toddler  to match the newborn, I was able to play with them from my midwife Misty.

I have no idea what we are going to do with the baby, how we are going to do this too cause dang, already 11 weeks that means I have 29 more weeks to go, that is only a few days away and they go so fast! guess we will manage, we always do.

I have to take a few pictures and send it to my Papi so he can see them and give me his input on it, I don't know if he wants to be involved in the details of everything that is going on with the pregnancy, the visits to the Dr, etc., I know his RL is busy at the moment and he can't be here like he wish he was.  WoW, I miss him :( better days will come :)))




I am Luta

My name is Luta and I come from a world called Second Life but we call it SL for short.

I love writing, brainstorming, telling stories, poems, traveling, taking pictures, dancing, exploring...and my biggest weakness at the moment...HIM.

From SL (second life) to RL (real life), many can separate what is real, what is fake, what is fiction and non-fiction while others are the reflection of their avatars. 
BDSM, Gorean lifestyle, Vampire, Vikings, Fantasy Land, Traveling back in Time, going into the Future, re-enact an Era, Role-playing, and for some living the life they want to live but they can't.
To many of us Second Life is an escape, a place where we can go to do things we have no time to do in our Real Life...for instance; in RL I can't go clubbing on a Tuesday night, guess again, in SL I can and that is only the beginning.

My name is Luta, my rez day is November 3rd, 2007, I am the first of many but all in one!  I do not hide my alts and I am very honest with everyone I meet, I try my best to be upfront and tell the truth no matter how much it hurts me and/or others but it is so sad when other people are dishonest and lie to me for no apparent reason.  In-World you will meet all sorts of people from all walks of life, some will be honest and become the best friends you never thought you'd have, unfortunately some will be your worse nightmare. Relationships come and go in SL as well, today you will be madly in love, move in together, get partnered and even form a family then suddenly someone will move on, they found a better AV who they are more compatible with, RL happens, they are sick and tired of that person breathing down their neck, the person just stops login in never to be seen again while the other is tearing their little heart out...so I promised myself not to fall under neither one of the categories above and managed to stay single for two years until 2009 when I met "Him".

I am a woman in love and this love has taken me to places I never thought I would go...I am confused, I am torn, I don't know which way to go, I am the other woman, the lover, the dirty little secret, the one that is in hiding, the internet affair...I have been called all sorts of names, harassed and even embarrassed, but I can't and wont give up on the most wonderful love and feeling of my life, not many can understand that, but all that matters is Him and I

The hardest thing is walking away from the man you love, and I refuse to do so...my journey through SL and RL.