I have been sleeping an average of two hours a night and I am feeling extremely tired.
I can't concentrate at all and I am trying so hard...maybe I should try harder :(
I clear my head and thoughts before I lay down, I've had the warm milk (tastes awful), reading (on my second book), writing (I am in need of a few more notebooks), listening to music (very soothing but I end up singing along, so much for sleep)...nothing seems to be helping, yet I keep trying.
This year has been full of challenges, encountering situations I am not used to, working through them and around them depending on the situation, triumph and defeat all at the same time, and I am still stuck!
WTF what can a girl do to be able to breath? I feel as if I am suffocating and everything I am doing is not really working for me, still gasping for air.
I know I am strong, I can do this! I have been through so much in my life and I am still standing, I am not going to allow a set back erase all of my hard work or bring me down...then again...dang, I am so tired.
Better days will come, just waiting for them.
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