Saturday, December 22, 2012

Consequences of breaking up

Today I am taking the day to go through all my accts and emails and change all the passwords.

I didn't keep secrets from "him", needless to say, he had all the passwords to my accounts.
Is not like he is going to go through my stuff, but still, is something I need to do, must do.

Since we spent so long in Second Life, it is full of memories, those I am just putting in a folder, but having to go through each AV and each inventory, pffft that's a lot of work...i am sure it will take me a few days (2 if I rush it).

My emails are all set :) everything on folders; no, I dont get rid off anything, lol, I am hoarder of memories..to say the least , I still have the first letter my X•husband wrote to me in 1993, talk about saving things...

I really want to thank the people who are there for me, helping me get through.
Time heal all wounds, and I was wounded very deeply, but like my friends say "baby girl, is his loss, when he realizes what he lost, he will regret it"
I dont want him to regret a thing, and I am sure he is not regretting it or will regret it, my only concern is me, moving on, and healing.

To help in the process of healing I was told, never to leave things unsaid, to tell that person exactly how I am feeling, not to leave anything lingering, etc., and I did just that, I said what I had to say...and I am feeling so damn good about it, and myself :)

It is harder when one has been hurt, I can't recall the last time i felt so hurt, I think is the fact that I didn't expect certain things from such person, and thought he was different, in the end he was just like the rest...
This experience will make me stronger and a better person, but is gonna take time for me to ever trust again.

Sincerely Yours
Aluv


Sent from my Windows Phone

To a wonderful Follower

To Uma

Thank you for following me from my RL to my SL

next thing you know I probably see you trying out Second Life..haha!!

Thank you Uma!!
You are most awesome!

Hope you are enjoying...the adventures I've had, the good and the bad ones and the ones that are to come!

Hugs!!



Asvid



School Girl

Ready to go out!!
My girly girl was already waiting for me to teach me some hoe manners! she says I need to learn to let go and have fun and not be so prude...lol
"is a second life pussy" she says!
so I crossed my fingers and to have fun I went!
 


Looking fab in my uniform!


I made sure I packed all I needed
Books
Pen
Pencils
Candy
Lube...


The ass looks magnificient!!


excuse the baby...she was having a moment!

*giggles*
that's what happens when school girls get spanked!!
What an awesome night!
thank you all who made it possible...
Lucky girl for having such great friends!

Had a great time, learned new things!
Met new people, new places, AMAZING!!
haha
What an experience!!

**i had a busted day in RL but my SL made up for it!

Asvid