Why do I bother even trying to go out with anyone else at the moment is beyond me! Even though it was a double date and I was not alone still made me feel like shit!
I don't know if anyone else will understand how I feel but I really felt as if I was cheating on my Master, OMG, what a horrible feeling!! Feeling guilty as if I was betraying him, and in all honesty I don't want to feel like that ever again.
I kept thinking about him through the entire night, moments of our times together kept popping into my head, I was so very distant. We went to a Chinese restaurant and after to a club which I was glad about, the loud music helped for conversation not to take place.
I can't help the way I feel, how much I love him...I can't help it if my mind and body does not allow me to be with anyone else...Ladies and Gentleman this chiqui fell in love and she did so very hard!!
I don't know if anyone else will understand how I feel but I really felt as if I was cheating on my Master, OMG, what a horrible feeling!! Feeling guilty as if I was betraying him, and in all honesty I don't want to feel like that ever again.
I kept thinking about him through the entire night, moments of our times together kept popping into my head, I was so very distant. We went to a Chinese restaurant and after to a club which I was glad about, the loud music helped for conversation not to take place.
I can't help the way I feel, how much I love him...I can't help it if my mind and body does not allow me to be with anyone else...Ladies and Gentleman this chiqui fell in love and she did so very hard!!
