How Much Longer?

I have not logged in as often, let me be honest by saying and admitting that when things ended with Fox it also killed the love I had for Second Life

Still hurts login in, knowing that he may be in SL, logged in with alt because he is avoiding me hurts even more.  I try not to think about him but I do associate SL with the relationship we had.

I can't believe after all this time he still lives in me, he wanders in my thoughts and I love him today the same way I loved him a year ago, the respect level is very different, and I don't think of him as highly as I used to either...guess that is what happens when we are deceived.

I try getting out, I try going to places but there is no use, nothing is the same, nothing feels the same yet I will not give up SL with the hopes that maybe sooner than later I will get over him.

How much longer do I have to wait?

it is unreal to me that I can't yank him out of me.  I don't look for him, I stay away from him, and the few times I have written I regret it after because the way I feel when I see a letter from him is disgusting!  (smh)

From RL

me

SL activity level...Low

yes, again, no motivation to log in at all!!

RL is great, can't complaint.  Other than having to deal with a human size insect and still I think I am giving such thing credit and insulting the insect population by calling her that, everything is just wonderful :)

I gave up the property I had and loved and decorated my Linden home, and it looks fabulous!!

raaaight that is gorgeous??

i still have to see another place that looks as hot as mine..!! at least a linden home with only 112 prims!!
haaa!!
and I still have about 56 prims left *grins*

From SL cause I am logged in spending time with my Koco
Punky!

Firestorm Viewer

Don't like it at all, what a waste of computer space, of course this is my personal opinion.

I have been using Phoenix Viewer for a while and can't remember it ever crashing, and the first day using Firestorm I crashed.

Phoenix is not doing well either, when I try to use any pose it doen't work, I removed all of my AO's, even went naked, hair and all, still, nothing...thinking of re-installing it again, and of course removing Firestorm.

SL viewer is out of the question...

From RL
Punky