Moments, Conversations with Friends & 1 More thing!

I was spending some quality time with an old friend yesterday :) I do have to say he is one of my Best Friends, SL & RL!!

It is always nice seen him, and talking to him, aside from Dito of course, hehe...

In all the talking and conversations we had and everything we have shared in almost 4 years...wow, I can't believe is been 4 years!  Time just flies!

anyways

in our conversation we discussed how people can be in SL, while it is hard to think that "he" is like that, I know most of the things my friend was saying are true...aside from been a man, he is older, he has been in SL since the darn thing was created just about!  I don't know, he probably was there for the inauguration! LMAO (i am so gonna get a spanking for saying that!)

Lets be real, NOBODY just gets up and gives up SL! and when they have they always come back, maybe not with the same avatar, but the fact is they come back!

So, with that said...1 more thing

To YOU!!

Mr. Privateer...

Sad how you could not be around for me in SL, 

how it was going to be a long time since you would return.  

How sad you have to lie, or even have to hide,

All you had to do was to be honest and say the truth!

Can't you see, when you lie to me the only one you fool is yourself!

I really wanted to believe there was a difference between you and the rest, sad, I was just fooling myself!

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For all the people in SL that go around hiding alts,

I feel sorry for all of you that you feel you must hide,

you must have been very bad with your old avatar

if you think with a new one things will be different,

think again...the things that you must change.

Is not the old life, or your old avatar,

is the conflicts you create with all of your lies!

the problem is not second life but your real life,

our avatars are only expressions of who we really are,

We all go there to create and live the life we don't have and lack...

So when you create, or bring an old AV from the hiding

Check yourself first, because you will be going back to your old habits!

From SL to RL with Love

Punky

P.S.

you are sad...

I'm a good girl ;)

I am and always have been...
and always will be :)
what?
I am a good girl *giggles and laughs*

The dress is Chanel, the shoes YSL

The bag is Dior, Agent Provocateur

My address today, LA by the way

Above Sunset Strip, the hills all the way

My rings are by Webster, it makes their heads twirl

They all say, "Darling, what did you do for those pearls?"

What?

I am a good girl

The age I adore, the day, oh, no more

Breakfast Polo Launch and pools at the shore

The Chateau for cocktails, The Courtyard at night

Downtown is for dinner, the hell is divine

You know I have found the words going round

they all say my feet never do touch the ground

What?

I am a good girl!

I aaaam a goooooood giiiirl!!!!!

Great Feeling

Sometimes when in love we give the person attention, we nurture them, we find every given possible way to make them feel loved, cared for, and of course constantly work with them to improve the relationship.

Since it is great to feel loved, respected, appreciated, and to know we have our better half backing us up 100% in everything we set out to do, and decisions we make, good or bad, knowing that someone will always be there to support us through thick and thin, not judge us for who we really are, accept and love our faults/imperfections as much as they appreciate our perfections and success...
It is what I wanted to give and gave in my last "relationship" affair.

Unfortunately there are people who believe because a person gives 100% of themselves to another and the relationship that they have become the center of their universe and probably do not have a life aside from them.

People are only as important in our lives as we make them out to be, the importance that we give that individual.  A person only matters if you make them matter...A person only have power over you if you allow them to.

Of course it is painful when any relationship ends, specially when there are feelings involved, but one thing probably this person forgot about me is the strength I have, the self love!
I love myself!
I respect myself!
and I appreciate the woman that I am!
It is the reason why I am able to love so deeply, because love is in me!

in the famous words of Frank Crane
"You will be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment if you don't trust enough"
needless to say, I trusted too much.
but i also believe
"is better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all"

I was hurting...
But for two days now a light went on!

The aches, the pain, the empty feeling have been replaced and almost non-existent.

What a great feeling!

mmmmm the things that are to come :)

...so sweet,

Thinking of the future,

Of amazing things to come,

I just want to thank Karma, and all the sweet delights that surrounds her!

Amazing, isn't it?

From SL to RL with much, much love
Punky and all the rest(s) of me!

To my Dear SL

I am sorry I have been putting you off, it is not my intention but at the moment RL is a bit of a priority to me.

I am happy to inform that the pain is less, although I still feel that certain sensation in my tummy when i log in it is getting better every day.

SL & RL will continue...at the moment I must prioritize...

:)

Still in love with my SL

Sent from my Windows Phone

my cutie...my Asvid :)

she is just so petite

so innocent

so different

so beautiful

in her eyes she bares the sadness she carries inside at the moment :)

hehe, someone tried to collar her today...
step back gentlemen, this beauty is all mine :)
WhiteSilk and totally restricted!

From SL to RL 

The Real Asvid

Lately in SL and RP...

I have not been in the RP mood lately, which is one of the reasons I don't like to commit to any SIM, any groups, and to say the least to RP.

There are days I am too busy to log into SL

Things come up...

I was once committed to my Master and rearrange my schedule to fit his so we can spend time together since it was so restricted and limited.

Aside from that...I have not been doing so well, more quiet than ever and really don't feel like interacting much this days, RL and SL.

I sometimes log in hoping to be invisible...just play around with clothes, hair, shoes and pics...soon I might be changing the property, don't know to what, cause i am in love with this house, but might get a different living room set...

who knows, i have an awesome basement, so tasty for some torturing gadgets, yum yum...

have a Z day!!!

I can't wait....

I can't wait for time to pass by,

I can't wait for all just to be a memory,

I can't wait for the day i log in and it doesn't hurt

really, I can't wait...

I can't wait to think of him and feel nothing

I can't wait to wake up and not look at my email hoping to hear from him

I can't wait for the day when I wake up and he is not in my thoughts

really, I can't wait...

I can't wait to stop hurting,

I can't wait to stop crying,

I can't wait to stop loving him,

really, I can't wait

I can't wait...

for all of it just to be a beautiful memory

Really...I can't wait

From SL to RL
Asvid Aravir