My Collar

I can't wear my DCS meter because it needs to be attached to the chest....

Guess what?

My collar is attached to the chest, and I completely refuse to remove it at the moment, not until I am ready to do so...

Last night I played around a bit to see if I could change the attachment spot and it did not work, so I guess I am going to be without a meter, so I guess I will have to use one of my alts to fight in Thule.

I really don't care about the collar of the rest of the AV's ...Cielo, Kryy..etc, I am going to take their collar off, but when it comes to Punky and Aliexx...their collar was/is like my wedding band, I don't have the heart to remove it yet...even if he logs in and releases his name of my collar, I am not ready to go there.

Maybe in time I will...

but for now...

I can't

From SL to RL
Punky still in love.

A night at Lacourte

Feels great to have good friends who care and watch over you.

Miss Natasha and I spent sometime together last night...

She made me feel brand new, helping me look into a better future.

One thing I am grateful about is the fact that they know what kind of person I am.  Kind heart, understanding, loving, caring, a strong spirit (those words are from Asgrin), and they appreciate the person I am.

After much talking, and trust me, she was up til the wee hours of the night, sharing some RL pics *Grins ever so freacking wide*

and off to bed after that!

thank you for your understanding, your shoulder and your ears!!

From SL to RL with much love
Punky "Asvid Aravir"

Warrior Asgrin

welcome to Thule dear Warrior!!

Whoooped his ass in target practice with the bow!!

we were tied up in one game
then he won, then I won...and of course we had a tie breaker!!

Of course, I won!!

hehehe


From Thule
Kryy and Asgrin!

A night of dancing, talking...a great time

I was dancing away at Ambrosia! great club and music, atmosphere is wonderful and i will def be going there more often!!
Love their dances, the atmosphere, the people seem to be fun, I just need to learn to speak up more!  a Guy tried hitting on me and had to set him straight

Judah217: hai.
zwarteroos: hello
Judah217: You look so gorgeous ZRoos
Judah217: how are you?
zwarteroos: thank you Judah! i am doing well and yourself?
Judah217: i want sex .. can i have you?
zwarteroos: read my profile buddy
zwarteroos: not here for sex
Judah217: ahh okie
Judah217: ahm,. how old are you ?
zwarteroos: old enough to probably be your mother and teach you manners
Judah217: sorry mother.. for all what i have said..
zwarteroos: next time read a profile before approaching for sex, not everyone here is looking for the same...go to a sex hub if you wanna get laid
Judah217 : sorry
zwarteroos: thanks for apologizing and accepted :)
Judah217: I m  very embarassed.. for what i've said
zwarteroos: you should be, it is not nice to say hi, i wanna have sex with you...manners above all
Judah217: SORRY

**Fucking noobs!!

After some IM'ing and planning, I went home, got my night gown on and off to sweethearts to dance!!

I had another great night of dancing!

Also spoke to my sweet Skye and my Koco checked up on me :)

I love my dear friends, and very glad to welcome some new ones.

Tre is a true gentleman, many years in SL 2006, sweet, caring, fun, funny, and we have a blast together!

Tre: you are able to pull my romantic part
zwarteroos: thank you
Tre: I love that
Tre: we're harmonic together
zwarteroos: indeed
Tre: strange to me
zwarteroos: how so?
Tre: it doesn't happen too often

**I guess I inspire that type of feeling on people :)

Tomorrow, out to meet more people and interact

I did say I was going to make this life different, didn't I?

From SL to RL
Zroos

girls hang out :)

my beauties :)

and proud of them

I can't get away from Punky no matter what I do and how hard I try, she is just sooo hot!!!

Gorgeous girls!!
I love them :)

although there is something missing, a void...I know it will be filled one day, I have hope, and faith, and I truly believe in destiny!

From SL to RL with love
Asvid, Punky, and Zroos

 

Garden of Dreams

I am a total sucker for gardens, and this place is amazing...

prior to teleporting there i was looking for a club to go to and dance...i noticed this 50's place, at the moment didn't sound familiar, but since I love my oldies, i tp there...when i went around the corner and noticed it was a place where he and I went...i couldn't even find the tp button!
began to shake and my stomach turned, mouth was sour, and I rushed  home

After a few minutes of venting with myself I looked for gardens, soft music and a place to relax and just deal with my thoughts, my feelings, and emotions.

Even with a new life, he is still in me, with me...every where I go.

from SL
Zroos

a night of pictures...

unedited!!

Zroos
con el corazon en la mano!

from SL to RL
RosaNegra

Just a day old

I have no work today, but I am at work...LOL

to kill time I logged in Zroos, my black rose :) and she is such a great hit

She is different from all the AV's so far I have created.

and she is beautiful!!

lounging



what else but thinking about him...*sighs*



at home, about to try on some new/free clothes :)

I created Asvid but I have not logged her in much, I just wanted to claim the name and make sure I do a copyright on that name, still kicking my ass for not doing the same with Atiya.

SL feels empty although I am surrounded by people...

I can't commit to RP, I dislike that type of commitment, specially if I have to be on a schedule.  But thinking about it.
I am still with UT minor, is more like a family SIM :) and we are all regulars there...

Taking Zroos a different way though...but while i figure that out, I will keep moving on, around and see what develops.

Also in RL i am dedicating an hour a day, so far, to playing Assassins Creed 3, it just keeps getting better and better!!! mmmmmmmmmmmm not to brag but i am so good at it!!! hehehee

Back to SL!!

Empty...so Empty...