Friday, July 8, 2011

It's Friday already?

I can't believe an entire week already has gone by! I am pondering on what I've accomplished so far, I think and I believe I could have done so much more :( but for two days I just went home after work - sat my cute little ass on my favorite corner of the couch and it was TV time!


I had tons of energy all the way up to Monday evening when I arrived home to find out my apartment was broken into and some of my valuables taken :( I am just glad for insurance, a few of the stuff will be replaced soon enough. 

Tuesday - I am hyperventilating, there is someone online making my life a living hell trying to encourage me to leave my Master because of a certain situation I rather not mention at the moment...Sorry buster! love does not have an on/off or stand by switch for that matter, I love my Master and that is all I need to know, I am a slave, his slave for that matter and I do as I am told, I follow his instructions and I will leave him when he tells me to.  Little does anyone know is that I know where I stand; every relationship can go either way, is a chance we take not only when we fall in love but everyday when we get up and we have to make a choice or a decision. 
Yes, it will hurt like hell if things don't work out but like everything else in life - everything will have a beginning and everything will have an end, either way I am living for the moment! making it great each step of the way.

Wednesday and Thursday - between watching TV, surfing the web, since I am obsessed with colors at the moment researching online for paint, decorating ideas, matching colors was also a great way to visualize it, Feng Shui, HGTV on Demand helps me see how I want to go about in a room, oh I also played hooky at work *grins* called my boss and told her I was going to be in later, yeah raaaiiight, I never made it in *sighs* it just feels so good to be at home! the nice smell of fresh paint...yeah was getting me really high but that's not neither here nor there, just feels great to see clean walls all done up, the bright colors making everything seem so new ummmm I so love it!

Hallway - still working on it
 I have been invited to go to a club this evening and you would think since the tickets are free, drinks will be free as well, that I would be jumping of joy, excited, and looking forward for the moment to come, but nope, once again I dread even thinking of leaving the comfort of my home...call me crazy but I also don't like to be up in the mix like that, there are certain things that I would like to di and some places I would like to visit but I will have to wait until my Master is around, FetLife events sound like hot shit!! and that is something I am willing to explore when the time is right for Master and I...until then I will stay with my SL, camping, trips to Borders, movies, spending time with the kids, going to the harbor, taking road trips, white mountains, the beach, arcades *grins wide* yeah!!! I love arcades!!!!!!! I feel like a big kid, hehe!!

With the weekend coming up I am wondering what it will bring...will try my best to make the best of it, yet I notice that my best is boring to some of my friends *frowns* beatches!! hehehe, I love you girls!!!!!!

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